nirauan

so still managing to be angry and also fed up.

the boyf pissed me off majorly last night. im left wondering if its worth the hassle. the thought of being single again doesnt seem to bother me.

i dont really know what happened last night. no dancing. didnt drink all that much. nicky was talking to some ugly lecherous boy all night. there was noone interesting out. i sent willow a text message, god only knows why and what i said. no being sick tho, so yay for that.

i dont know, i really dont. im feeling stuck - i want to talk to my friends but noone is available or they are going through their own stuff. sigh.

someone i know is taking a career break and going to india for a couple of months volunteering. the thought of doing something similar is growing more and more appealing.