today i am fucking grumpy
i have eaten a lot of chocolate which should make me happy, but no it just means i will definately have to join a gym.
I am far far too angry, what am i angry about?? i have nothing to be angry about - but i still have this urge to drive my car into a tree or a person, or possbily just hit something. Maybe i should take the boxercise class when i join the gym, or maybe i should get some anger management.
I didnt go out last night- not money, also the reason why i couldnt get my lip pierced yesterday, since the labret has been removed. Maybe lack of alcohol is making me angry.
i am going to go now and eat more chocolate, make myself fat and possibly run off to the woods and live in a cave and be a hermit

I am far far too angry, what am i angry about?? i have nothing to be angry about - but i still have this urge to drive my car into a tree or a person, or possbily just hit something. Maybe i should take the boxercise class when i join the gym, or maybe i should get some anger management.
I didnt go out last night- not money, also the reason why i couldnt get my lip pierced yesterday, since the labret has been removed. Maybe lack of alcohol is making me angry.
i am going to go now and eat more chocolate, make myself fat and possibly run off to the woods and live in a cave and be a hermit

Jon x
i havent been on much ive got tonsilitus
Sorry tour feeling angry, if youve got a computer (playstation etc) then its MUCH cheaper and less dangerous to take your anger out by beating someone up on there or carashing a not so real car