nirauan

i did a really big and involed novel length update yesterday. i clicked save entry and was redirected to the login page, much much grrness.

my new hair can be seen in the new profile pic, that was taken before i ventured out for alcohol on saturday night (after hiding inside and refusing to go out all day)

on friday i had my first session of 'short term talk therapy' as it is called. it was a bit odd, talking to a complete stranger. Apparantely i have learnt that anger is not an appropriate response, and so that explians why i stay mute or cry when i get into arguements, and why i get so angry at trivial things.

After i had my hair cut on saturday i went into topshop to buy a hairband and they were playing alkaline trio. it made me want to cry. I feel a kind of ownership towards them, ive liked them years and now they have been adopted by the masses and cheapened somehow.

i want more tattoos, suggestions please i already have loads of ideas for my feet andmy right forearm but they cant be done as yet. There is a quote i want but i cant think where i would like it placed on my body.

Im reading a book called 'French Women Don't Get Fat' i quite like it even though its a sort of diet book. I feel very fat at the moment.