nirauan

on valentines day i got roses (guilt?fear?)

ive been put off the green hair in a big way. pah someone sucky always has something i want. maybe ill go for purple instead.

work was prety shit today.

i need to go to the gym but i cant be bothered. want to sit and drink tea and eat chocolate.

im worried about myself again. i feel like i should cut all ties with home and hull and everything i know and go somewhere else and start again since everything here is kind of fucked.