ningirl777

Howdy everyone!! It has recently been brought to my attention that I have never mentioned anything about my boyfriend in my journal. However, before I break it down for all of ya, I wanna explain one of the reasons I've never mentioned it before. Most people I've ever met(mostly guys) act different toward you if they know you have a man. It's like they are all nice and shit, but as soon as you say "boyfriend" they lose interest. Its like if you're not available, you're not friend worthy. Plus I don't like people to think that they can't flirt or have fun with me b/c I have a boyfriend. He's very liberal, and doesn't care what I do or who I hang with. And since most of my SG friends are guys, I didn't want differential treatment. So that is why I rarely mention my man.

Now that all that is outta the way, here's the story of Tiffany And Jason. We met when I was 16. I had the hots for him from day one, but he didn't want any part of me. So what does one do when a guy ignores them??..............you stalk him. Yeah, thats right, I stalked the hell outta him!! I called him every day and always tried to hang out the same places he did. I was young and really INSANE back then, hence the crazy behavoir. Soon thereafter, he broke his neck in a car accident and had no choice but to at least start talking to me. Well, after a year or so, we became pretty good friends. We started casually dating(aka doing it all the time). So we were fuck buddies for about a year or so. Then we fell in love. Awwwww, how cute, huh?? We have plans to get married. The ring is bought and the plans are made, I'm just waiting for the formal proposal. We've been officially together 3 years, but have known each other for 5 or 6 years. We plan to get married at the Newport in Columbus, which is where we saw our first concert together. It's gonna be a rock and roll wedding. No tuxedos, no cheesy music, no formal anything. Just a bunch of booze and some nice heavy metal.

So that is the story, at least the short version. Next guys nite out, I'll probably bring him so he can meet everyone. This doesn't mean there will be no smacking of Micah's ass or no Chris sandwhiches. All of the same craziness will occur.

Since everyone else has been posting random facts about themselves in their journals, I'm gonna join the club. Here we go..........
My favorite color is purple
I'm terrified of heights, can't stand that shit.
I have a father, but my mom will always be the only PARENT I have. My dad is a recovering addict and has always chose my stepmom over me.......and always will.
My mom and I got our first tattoos togeher, which was hella cool. She also turned me onto piercing, she's got her nose,naval and nipples done.
I have two younger sisters, 18 and 14. They are both beautiful and talented women.
I only have two friends from my school years; Nikki and my best friend Neil(who I started the 'zine with)
I love to write, poetry and other things. Neil and I are thinking of ways to take our magazine and make it a profitable business. Our dream is not to be on the cover of Rolling Stone, but to take it over.
I used to be REALLY preppy, until I discovered NIN and Korn, I am forever changed.
I tried to kill myself once, but the gun wasn't loaded.
I used to be shy, but I got tired of conforming and being submissive.
I love music as much as I love life. If music didn't exist, I don't think I could live.
I'm bisexual(well, that one is a given!! lol). I'm attracted to people, not gender.
My fav food is cheesecake, that's how I got my fabulous ass!! lol

Kisses to all


Tiffany