Fuck this emo shit!
I'm going to celebrate. 43 years ago a woman gave birth to me against her wealthy parents wishes. They disowned her. She put me in foster care since she had no means of her own to care for me. 2 1/2 years later she let me go to the family that always cared for me.
I never forgave her for letting me go. I didn't belong in this strange new 'family' of mine. I often was made to feel like an outsider since my siblings were all the biological kids of my new parents.
It took a very long time for me to find my place in this world. To tell the truth I'm still searching. Guess I always will.
10 years ago I gave up the name my birth mother gave me and chose a new one for myself.
The name was nina. A friend promptly started calling me ninadelamorte and it stuck. Funny since my birth name rhymed with death and I've always been morbid to an extreme.
Well now you a little more about me. More then a lot of people actually.
I'm going to make some vegan chocolate cupcakes and fucking celebrate.
I'm here. I'm alive and that's all that really matters.
And thank you all for the wonderful comments. You guys touch me.
I'm going to celebrate. 43 years ago a woman gave birth to me against her wealthy parents wishes. They disowned her. She put me in foster care since she had no means of her own to care for me. 2 1/2 years later she let me go to the family that always cared for me.
I never forgave her for letting me go. I didn't belong in this strange new 'family' of mine. I often was made to feel like an outsider since my siblings were all the biological kids of my new parents.
It took a very long time for me to find my place in this world. To tell the truth I'm still searching. Guess I always will.
10 years ago I gave up the name my birth mother gave me and chose a new one for myself.
The name was nina. A friend promptly started calling me ninadelamorte and it stuck. Funny since my birth name rhymed with death and I've always been morbid to an extreme.
Well now you a little more about me. More then a lot of people actually.
I'm going to make some vegan chocolate cupcakes and fucking celebrate.
I'm here. I'm alive and that's all that really matters.
And thank you all for the wonderful comments. You guys touch me.
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happy valentines day
Yeah, we just had an early dinner and talked for a bit and I was home by 7pm. Unfortunately (or fortunately), we aren't dating. We just go out once in a great while.
And I'm sure it does suck having a birthday so close to a holiday.