ninabruja

my sleeping pattern or secaden clock if i only could spell is all fucked up ..... i do'nt sleep at night anymore just during the day and i wake up around 5 ish or something like that i dont think i'm going to sleep tonight .... i was working on the hair did today trying to fix the roots of my bangs so they are as white as the ends and re dying the pink underneath because it was fading to this icky colour .... my x is a dick who only cares about himself i should call him my almost x or something i dont know cause he was my almost b/f whatever anyway dick dick dick .... karma kill baby ... i've been hanging out with an old friend who i haven't seen in two years but she's such a druggie like that's all she wants to do it's sad fine recreational use okie but like it's messing with her her face looks saggy and is starting to wrinkle she needs to lay off ...... another of my friends is like i realized turning out to be like another friend i have that copies my every move and it's starting to get annoying people are starting to say we look like twins i dont appreciate that ahh i love these little skullies .... i'm in dire need of some luck .... so that i can win the lotto i would be soo fucking happy i would give everyone i knew 100 bucks or something lol hehe i'm nice but not that nice .... i would just love to a)pay off my credit card bill b) get my own place c) pay for all my schooling (including loans) d) but a 67 shelby mustang and like a boring regular car e) and get some plastic surgery and like a personal trainer f) and travel g) give like a whole bunch to family and charaties ..................... i wish i was a spelling wiz ... i'm soo poor i'm using money that's not there