nina_kova

Wouaouh... it looks beautiful!

Yeah thanks sweetie
But I don't want to think about her this weekend, so next week would be better- I know when she doesn't reply I'll feel bad and that if she does she'll act as if nothing's amiss, which will also make me feel bad.
So I don't want to feel that at the weekend.
Thanks for saying I'm kind and caring- unfortunately though, this is how people see me and can't see anything else. I believe this is a major problem with this girl as well- she's wild on the outside, sensitive on the inside, I'm sensitive on the outside, wild on the inside, but although I see all of her, she refuses to open up to all of me, and therefore tries to keep me in that 'support mechanism' box which leaves her disatisfied and me feeling used.
The fact is she needs to start seeing the world for what it really is- its not black and white, its a mix, and she's a mix, and she won't be happy until she stops playing wild or sensitive and starts being herself, which was how she was when she was with me, and lo and behold- she was happy.
But she can't handle being happy so I'm best off giving her an open invite to contact me if and when she can and leaving it at that.
Anyway...

I've simplified and 'punkised' the temple design- I like my designs to be semi cartoony and made of rough black lines with dabs of just primary colours- I'm also doing shoulder designs but I really need a good tattooist who'll give me a decent deal.
Good luck for Wednesday- you deserve it!
Take care and as always, thankz for your messages!