and if we should meet through some misunderstanding
ill be very sweet very patient and forgiving
(now get off my side of the state)
and if we should meet one another in passing
despite these techniques there is sometimes no avoiding
(there must be some kind of mistake)
we'll raise high our white flags and say hi and shake hands
declaring the land we're on unamerican
we'll call it even
i am the tower around which you orbited
i am not proud i am just taking orders
i fall to the ground within moments of impact
i hit back if hit
and attack if attacked
i am an accident waiting to happen
i'm laughing like mad while you strangle the captain
my place may be taken, but make no mistake
from a little black black box i can say without shame
that you've lost
do you know what you've lost?
so take whatever you'd like
i'll strike like the States on fire
you won't sleep very tight
no hiding
no safe covers
make your bed and now lie
just like you always do
you can fake it for the papers but i'm on to you....
just another day where someone else's words make more sense than my own.....amanda palmer is fucking brilliant! it's cold, it's raining again, i have pbb coming over tonight, no desire to see him whatsoever! and the worst part is that it is not his fault....it's just tonight i will compare him to my canadian...always difficult to have known two men who each satisfy something completely different in me. my canadian was sweet, silly, gentle...i think the one thing about long-distance has been the security of email...there is so much i said in the safety of email which i would never have said to him in person...the longer we knew one another...the easier it was to share those horrendous fucking shite things that no one else needed to know....uggh - i feel so fucking pathetic at this point....i hate it when i involve myself in an impossible situation and think that sheer force of will (denial) will make it work....it doesn't - as there is this brilliant idea of reality which creeps into it.....damn canadian men..
pbb - fun and great in bed...realistically - he won't know much of me other than what we are doing now...he is too logical, ordered, and rational...but not sweet or silly....
it is still raining here....
ill be very sweet very patient and forgiving
(now get off my side of the state)
and if we should meet one another in passing
despite these techniques there is sometimes no avoiding
(there must be some kind of mistake)
we'll raise high our white flags and say hi and shake hands
declaring the land we're on unamerican
we'll call it even
i am the tower around which you orbited
i am not proud i am just taking orders
i fall to the ground within moments of impact
i hit back if hit
and attack if attacked
i am an accident waiting to happen
i'm laughing like mad while you strangle the captain
my place may be taken, but make no mistake
from a little black black box i can say without shame
that you've lost
do you know what you've lost?
so take whatever you'd like
i'll strike like the States on fire
you won't sleep very tight
no hiding
no safe covers
make your bed and now lie
just like you always do
you can fake it for the papers but i'm on to you....
just another day where someone else's words make more sense than my own.....amanda palmer is fucking brilliant! it's cold, it's raining again, i have pbb coming over tonight, no desire to see him whatsoever! and the worst part is that it is not his fault....it's just tonight i will compare him to my canadian...always difficult to have known two men who each satisfy something completely different in me. my canadian was sweet, silly, gentle...i think the one thing about long-distance has been the security of email...there is so much i said in the safety of email which i would never have said to him in person...the longer we knew one another...the easier it was to share those horrendous fucking shite things that no one else needed to know....uggh - i feel so fucking pathetic at this point....i hate it when i involve myself in an impossible situation and think that sheer force of will (denial) will make it work....it doesn't - as there is this brilliant idea of reality which creeps into it.....damn canadian men..
pbb - fun and great in bed...realistically - he won't know much of me other than what we are doing now...he is too logical, ordered, and rational...but not sweet or silly....
it is still raining here....
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I've drafted a letter to my ex.
Its all the things she's never given me a chance to say.
She probably won't read it, but if I send it I felt I've said it then I can move on, but its still open enough to allow her to take in my feelings and get back to me.
Because sad as it is I still want to know her
its so fun to have a crush who actually likes ya back! im having fun getting to know her & just hanging out, nothing serious right now which i like! but i do want her to be my girlfriend, but she's not ready yet cause she was just in a 4 year relationship so i can respect that! but we talk daily which i love! we'll text message each other throughout the day, talk on instant messenger later in the evening & usually end the night on the phone togheter. its pretty great! and you're right, with the computer (instant messenger, email) its alot easier to say things that you wouldnt probably say in person. i dunno if this is a good or bad thing though, whaddya think?