well - i tried to update and my fucking network at home went down - 
but anyway, i did try to post a picture of my mum (as she is my hero) in my journal - but being as retarded as i can be - it didn't work. she's now in my pics with my son...she is the cutest little person! quute a hottie for an old bird and she's tough as hell!
let's see - this is going to be a boring update. i decided to go to dinner with paint ball boy (pbb) tomorrow night. he's working on sunday - something about a change of command at his base. i will never understand the whole military thing. then again, my son has been convinced he will join the military since he was 5. so, he joined naval cadets and is doing amazingly well. kind of scary - but i think the only real rebellion he'll be able to stage is to do something drastic - like be a republican
what's he going to do - get a tat, shave his head, and pierce something? no shockers there! actually, i have pics of him from training and his rilfe and gun safety class. he's a great shot - has earned 2 marksmanship ribbons so far. and he thinks i want to take him to play paint ball! i am secure, but not sure if i want to give my son a paintball gun and know a. he will shoot at me and b. he's a far better shot than i am 
while i know it sounds weird and so politically incorrect - i'd much rather have him know how to act around a gun and i want him to find his passion. whether it aligns with my passions is irrelevant. what matters is he does something that makes him proud and feel secure in what a brilliant person he is. i am such a mummy person - as soon as i start to talk about him - i can go on and on....i adore him....
hmm, i have decided today is a day to worry about silly mindless things...the newest one is a new hair color. because of work, i need to stay within relatively conservative colors - but the auburn/red thing is boring me. the internal debate is whether to break out the ]1" clippers and bleach or to grow out a bit and go with basic black...such a life of leisure to worry about this sort of thing
anyway, i am back to my smiley obsession (can you tell) and will be back to not-smoking tomorrow. so, everyone can expect to hear me whine, about my insomnia, crankiness, etc.....
it will be time again for emotional vomit and mental masturbation! now doesn't that sound so fun???
but anyway, i did try to post a picture of my mum (as she is my hero) in my journal - but being as retarded as i can be - it didn't work. she's now in my pics with my son...she is the cutest little person! quute a hottie for an old bird and she's tough as hell!
let's see - this is going to be a boring update. i decided to go to dinner with paint ball boy (pbb) tomorrow night. he's working on sunday - something about a change of command at his base. i will never understand the whole military thing. then again, my son has been convinced he will join the military since he was 5. so, he joined naval cadets and is doing amazingly well. kind of scary - but i think the only real rebellion he'll be able to stage is to do something drastic - like be a republican
what's he going to do - get a tat, shave his head, and pierce something? no shockers there! actually, i have pics of him from training and his rilfe and gun safety class. he's a great shot - has earned 2 marksmanship ribbons so far. and he thinks i want to take him to play paint ball! i am secure, but not sure if i want to give my son a paintball gun and know a. he will shoot at me and b. he's a far better shot than i am while i know it sounds weird and so politically incorrect - i'd much rather have him know how to act around a gun and i want him to find his passion. whether it aligns with my passions is irrelevant. what matters is he does something that makes him proud and feel secure in what a brilliant person he is. i am such a mummy person - as soon as i start to talk about him - i can go on and on....i adore him....
hmm, i have decided today is a day to worry about silly mindless things...the newest one is a new hair color. because of work, i need to stay within relatively conservative colors - but the auburn/red thing is boring me. the internal debate is whether to break out the ]1" clippers and bleach or to grow out a bit and go with basic black...such a life of leisure to worry about this sort of thing
anyway, i am back to my smiley obsession (can you tell) and will be back to not-smoking tomorrow. so, everyone can expect to hear me whine, about my insomnia, crankiness, etc.....
it will be time again for emotional vomit and mental masturbation! now doesn't that sound so fun???VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
punknitemike:
i absolutely LOVE the comments you leave me, you make me smile! 
gigglestar:
^^I agree with hey_fukko, masturbation in any form is great.