wow - it has been a few days since i updated...the paintball date was so much fun!!! of course, the night before was alot of fun too 
i think we both got about 3 hours of sleep, then went to run around in the woods with guns! all of paintball boy's (pbb) friends are in the military (as is he) so needless to say - it was initially like walking into a testosterone fest...then i found out the weirdest thing about men - they find a women with a gun and camies to be sexy!!! shit - had i known this - i would have done something like this much sooner....i was so bruised and sore (always signs of a good date) when I got home and slept until 1:00 in the afternoon on sunday. the rest of the weekend has been staying home and doing nothing... 
i didn't think too much about canadian boy until today when i came across a few of his pictures and emails while cleaning out my email....
i still do like him - but pbb has asked me out again and i said yes...i think i atcually would like to do the whole dating thing - possibly with him (the pbb) ...but the difficult part is that i still do adore my canadian....i think it's time to let go of him though and see what happens...the weird thing about pbb is that we had one date (last fall) and we ended up in bed on our first date...nothing wrong with that - but he kept calling, etc and i blew him off until he stopped calling...
then he got in touch with me last month and we started talking again - and while i know we get along really well in the bedroom - this was the first time was actually spent time together and i think i actually like him...(maybe) he's funny, a bit too logical, and a neat freak - but maybe that's why people think opposites attract? he has no ink, no piercings, doesn't smoke, doesn't really drink, and plays video games....very normal, definitely can see why he likes the military - it seems to suit his personality....I am completely opposite...but we still got along...
still debating what to do about school now...but i will deal with that over the summer....so, that's the update...
i think we both got about 3 hours of sleep, then went to run around in the woods with guns! all of paintball boy's (pbb) friends are in the military (as is he) so needless to say - it was initially like walking into a testosterone fest...then i found out the weirdest thing about men - they find a women with a gun and camies to be sexy!!! shit - had i known this - i would have done something like this much sooner....i was so bruised and sore (always signs of a good date) when I got home and slept until 1:00 in the afternoon on sunday. the rest of the weekend has been staying home and doing nothing...
i didn't think too much about canadian boy until today when i came across a few of his pictures and emails while cleaning out my email....
i still do like him - but pbb has asked me out again and i said yes...i think i atcually would like to do the whole dating thing - possibly with him (the pbb) ...but the difficult part is that i still do adore my canadian....i think it's time to let go of him though and see what happens...the weird thing about pbb is that we had one date (last fall) and we ended up in bed on our first date...nothing wrong with that - but he kept calling, etc and i blew him off until he stopped calling...
then he got in touch with me last month and we started talking again - and while i know we get along really well in the bedroom - this was the first time was actually spent time together and i think i actually like him...(maybe) he's funny, a bit too logical, and a neat freak - but maybe that's why people think opposites attract? he has no ink, no piercings, doesn't smoke, doesn't really drink, and plays video games....very normal, definitely can see why he likes the military - it seems to suit his personality....I am completely opposite...but we still got along...
still debating what to do about school now...but i will deal with that over the summer....so, that's the update...
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Well, I do know the girl I like on account of her being my ex, but I've never been able to work out with her whether she wants me, wants me as a friend or wants me to fuck off.
Perhaps time will tell?
She's recently resurfaced, but because there was never a breakup or structured 'relationship' I now feel I'm back in that 'will we try dating will we not' scenario.
She's very confusing and I suppose I should avoid wanting to spend time with her...