today was a quiet day - i love thursdays (day off)....but next week school starts for my summer classes....after all those years in summer school as a teenager (as i hated attending school during the fall and winter) i am willingly going to school in the summer....how things chance! 
i did get some good news though - if i finish my bsw instead of my bs in cj/forensics - i'm eligible for a full fellowship (= free ride) for grad school....now all i have to do is stay interested in social work - i also found out my school will help me with a placement in new zealand as i'm interested in family group conferencing (which started in NZ)....so, those are wicked good things!
I still have no hot water - today i was approaching depseration - so i snuck into the apartment downstairs (the tenants moved out today) for a shower...now that was kind of fun
but, i talked to my landlady (she wasn't home when i went downstairs) and she feels bad that the HW isn't fixed - so she said to feel free to use the shower downstairs, hers, whatever...she is so awesome - she put a bunch of towels downstairs for me (the wicked big fluffy egypitan cotton ones 
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i did hear from my canadian boy....perhaps the real issue is that i'm completely commitment-phobic and i am taking the coward's way out....hmmm - i don't think i'm even going to entertain that thought! fuck introspection....i prefer running from relationships like a six-year-old school girl! my friend has told me that i have perfected the art of the drive by date. go out, have fun, maybe have sex, and don't call me, i'll call you (or in some cases - honey - you know there's cab fare on the table?).... yikes...again, verging on introspection....
oh well.....i can't even answer my own ramblings.... 
i did get some good news though - if i finish my bsw instead of my bs in cj/forensics - i'm eligible for a full fellowship (= free ride) for grad school....now all i have to do is stay interested in social work - i also found out my school will help me with a placement in new zealand as i'm interested in family group conferencing (which started in NZ)....so, those are wicked good things!
I still have no hot water - today i was approaching depseration - so i snuck into the apartment downstairs (the tenants moved out today) for a shower...now that was kind of fun
but, i talked to my landlady (she wasn't home when i went downstairs) and she feels bad that the HW isn't fixed - so she said to feel free to use the shower downstairs, hers, whatever...she is so awesome - she put a bunch of towels downstairs for me (the wicked big fluffy egypitan cotton ones )
i did hear from my canadian boy....perhaps the real issue is that i'm completely commitment-phobic and i am taking the coward's way out....hmmm - i don't think i'm even going to entertain that thought! fuck introspection....i prefer running from relationships like a six-year-old school girl! my friend has told me that i have perfected the art of the drive by date. go out, have fun, maybe have sex, and don't call me, i'll call you (or in some cases - honey - you know there's cab fare on the table?).... yikes...again, verging on introspection....
oh well.....i can't even answer my own ramblings.... VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
hopefully the water will be gone by the time i get up there. a friend of mine is graduating on june 11th. i haven't been there in years and i miss that damn city.