nina

holy shit! i don't write in here to often... hmmm. lets see, what do i do often? oh yeah, work and school. this is my life. work and school over and over like Groundhog day. grrr but i'm not half as fun as bill murray. so it gets overwhelming. next week everything is due and i should be writing an essay right now.

yesterday i did a photoshoot and it was a blast. A part of me that is a true exhibitionist. I feel comfortable naked even when i'm fully aware of my imperfections. It's a good feeling, like i gain strength from being brave and getting over my insecurities. I used to think I posed nude so that I would get acceptance somehow, and maybe that's how it started... i don't know, that may always be a part of the reason. ultimately though, it just feels right.

The shoot looked fantastic! great props and set,,, I don't want to give anything away if it ends up here but it was messy... haha. i will say that milk makes my skin soft and my neighbours have seen too much.

k, i should go work on my stupid essay.