I find myself sinking back into the depression I have struggled painstakingly to fight off.
Copy of my post in First Nations
I will be taking my trip out to the reservation in ten days. There is mixed emotion about the whole process. As much as I want to be home in the attempt to find family I never knew I had, The attempt to appease the government and get a damn plastic card saying that I am indeed native. So that way they will pay for my schooling. I find myself looking back a lot. Unhappy with modern life, longing for the days of LittleTree. I don't really know what I'm complaining about. Even in this day and age in a little remote/hick town I manage to submerse myself in my culture. I would give anything to ride freely across the plains...........
Copy of my post in First Nations
I will be taking my trip out to the reservation in ten days. There is mixed emotion about the whole process. As much as I want to be home in the attempt to find family I never knew I had, The attempt to appease the government and get a damn plastic card saying that I am indeed native. So that way they will pay for my schooling. I find myself looking back a lot. Unhappy with modern life, longing for the days of LittleTree. I don't really know what I'm complaining about. Even in this day and age in a little remote/hick town I manage to submerse myself in my culture. I would give anything to ride freely across the plains...........
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far more graphic than stripping, but no actual penetration from customers, anyway (unlike film)...phone sex with graphic visuals may be the best explanation...
so you see, there arent any apt titles yet for it, since its definately lingering somewhere between traditional prostitution and porn star. dont know what to make of it, most days. wierd job, but the hours are good.
dont worry about being nosy. the internet is pretty much teh only outlet i have for bitching about it
are you looking forward to going to washington? i assumed you were from teh ne, but i guess not