Tonight is the end of an era and if I was drinking I would toast because as sad as I could be about my close (since 1st grade) friends moving away- I can't help but remember, when one era ends another begins. So I think I will take this opportunity to reinvent my self. Who do I want to be and what do I want...
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Treasured moments
Small town love affair carnival ride
Drunk tumbling laughter
Endless moments
Hair in my eyes popcorn question
A kiss worth a million more
Place found in bedside residence
The best view in the world
Sides shared bodies held tightly
Toe step skinny-dip into love
Palpitation pause
The first time you walked out my door
Heart dropped
Rose virgin flower surprised
Moist-eyed joy hugs...
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Small town love affair carnival ride
Drunk tumbling laughter
Endless moments
Hair in my eyes popcorn question
A kiss worth a million more
Place found in bedside residence
The best view in the world
Sides shared bodies held tightly
Toe step skinny-dip into love
Palpitation pause
The first time you walked out my door
Heart dropped
Rose virgin flower surprised
Moist-eyed joy hugs...
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winter longed
halloucionigenic distortion
it feels good when he gets the girl
an exchange of power
movie time romance is shiva and shakti
he's not whole like an uncharged battery
without her femanine energy
stir the electrons in my head
pull me down with you
four poster heavy breathing
and covers strewn sideways
it would be tracing nail marks in
the sleepless nights left cold...
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halloucionigenic distortion
it feels good when he gets the girl
an exchange of power
movie time romance is shiva and shakti
he's not whole like an uncharged battery
without her femanine energy
stir the electrons in my head
pull me down with you
four poster heavy breathing
and covers strewn sideways
it would be tracing nail marks in
the sleepless nights left cold...
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stuff I wrote down at work:
To be awake in the present is to stand at the cusp. To remain awake without exhibiting automatic patterns, be they emotional reactions or physical and verbal responses, is to take the power of creation and direct it toward the future one desires. Rule life, do not be ruled by it. I attract good things into my life. I...
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Had an insane mushroom trip last night, I lost all sense of my gender identity. I was a woman but an ugly woman who was just a plaything for all the men in the room. I was bleeding, I could feel myself bleeding. I felt like I was bleeding out the whole time, from my writs. I feel like I was channeling a fat girl....
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Pausing to look around at the everyday life I live.
It feels like someones clawing at my insides-
Awakeness in a daze and
I can't stop but to realize
its a sudden stop
It feels like someones clawing at my insides-
Awakeness in a daze and
I can't stop but to realize
its a sudden stop
fuck it- I just changed pantheons. And this beer is just what I needed..
In me, Asgard and Midgaard!!!
In me, Asgard and Midgaard!!!
I have never met another person face to face who has an altar in their house. I feel so isolated sometimes because I am a solitary practitioner. I remember a ritual I did as part of my working in becoming an Adept in the Temple of Set. The rite of the Alone I think it was called. I wish I could find that again. The...
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Weird day. I almost passed out at work, got all light headed and hot. Thought I was totally going to eat it. Thats a good sign I'm sure. But I did learn how to replace and take apart a joystick.. I should probably sleep more.. but well. I don't. I have a tendency to stay up until the sun comes up, force myself to sleep,...
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