Going in to get tested today, scary! I think its about time and I should know for any future partners. I've been pretty safe all my life, always using condoms. Then of course after a nice heart wrenching breakup I got home with a girl from the bar and have unprotected sex. how many horror stories start like that?
I miss her but I don't. I don't know- I guess I just want someone to enjoy these new sheets I just got. My bed looks like chocolate. I miss just looking into her eyes nose to nose. I've never done that in all my relationships or slept so closely together with another person.
"I can still recall the taste of your tears" - Something I can never have, NIN.
to top it off I just learned I'm getting jack shit for student aid from old uncle sam, loans ahoy I suppose. why they want to keep us uneducated is beyond me some days.
I miss her but I don't. I don't know- I guess I just want someone to enjoy these new sheets I just got. My bed looks like chocolate. I miss just looking into her eyes nose to nose. I've never done that in all my relationships or slept so closely together with another person.
"I can still recall the taste of your tears" - Something I can never have, NIN.

to top it off I just learned I'm getting jack shit for student aid from old uncle sam, loans ahoy I suppose. why they want to keep us uneducated is beyond me some days.
revelation:
Maybe you should learn for next times.