nimbusfool

bubbles?

If I ever get to choose alignment for a video game character I choose either Chaotic or Evil. My personal alignment would be evil. I just like dark deitys and the ability to lavish a bit. I suppose of course this all can spin a million ways with how a person defines "Good" or "Evil" or "Chaos" even.

madonna - holiday

I feel that yesterday should be immortalized in the form of blog, in the least for my own personal reference to just how fucking fun it was. I had to work in the morning but ended up getting a ride and free breakfast. Since school hasn't started for me again (I'm on my two day summer!!) I didn't have any obligations to...
Read More

Kings of Leon - Pistol of Fire

What is up with people not wanting to have fun? I live to try new experiences (death of course being one of those we will save for last) but honestly, how many fucking squares does it take to fill a box of three dimensions? We are holding a case race- teams of two versus all others. Catch is...
Read More

"We ought to remember not only that our life is daily wasting away and a smaller part of it is left, but also that if a man should live longer, it is quite uncertain whether his mind will stay strong enough to understand things, and retain the power of contemplation to strive after knowledge of the divine and the human. For if he begins to...
Read More

I just want to inflict harm upon someone. I don't know weather it is the desire to do or the deed initself that botheres me more when I want to run a blade over my skin.. It takes what- Five pounds of pressure to break human skin.

And for this, I will bleed

The end of 'Smokin' Aces' is a great scene- The total emotional roundup for the whole movie pushed into a little bleary eyed box. As Ron Burgandy would say "I'm in a glass case of emotion!"

So many ways to not do what is necessary, A person could spend their whole life skirting a task. How many people since time began have been nothing more...
Read More

I need not to be in this loop anymore. I spit on this girls food tonight. It was wrapped in a napkin after being covered with tin foil. I hope they dashed it away as sullied. All I have lately is venom. Pure disdain for all these stupid little girls. Congratulations you are 21 but you can't function as an adult yet. I don't play...
Read More

Ok, new hobby = rope bondage! My friend needs to come back to town because I need someone to practice on! I know she will totally let me tie her up! *sigh* too bad amazon.com (those bastards) isn't doing direct bank withdrawl anymore, I need books!

Tonight is going to be a late night of binding my feet together and searching the web for techniques!

Pretty much I'm an asshole because I no longer sugar coat the words that come out of my mouth. I wrote a great email tonight, how is this for love letters:
-----------------------------------
subject: just a final goodbye


I would say I wish you the best but I don't like you. I tried so hard and when you were out of sight all you gave me...
Read More

totally burned like half my eyebrow off hitting a bowl