Well how is every one well a couple of my friends have been asking me questions that I fell very personnel about so instead of having to answer this question over and over again at some point in my entry I will just go ahead and answer the questions along with other facts about my self, but first I would like to tell you how my week is going.
Well this weekend was very interesting it started of very slow bought the new flogging molly cd on Friday, which I already told you. On Saturday I went and bought the new tiger army which I know has been out for a long time now yes im a slacker, and the new my morning jacket cd, then I went to hustler store bought a new move and a hoode. Tried to talk to this girl that I talked to for an hour last time I was in there but she wasnt very talkative this time not for sure why. But Sunday was great it was one of the best times iv had in a while first we went to the KY theater and show the motorcycle diaries which I worn you is in subtitles but that move was great wonderful fabulous it had a great story great acting and shows you how small events in a persons life can change theme for ever. Than after that we went and watched a Japanese punk band by the name of "my way my love" if you ever get a change to see this band do it, it was the most intense show iv been to in years I cant even explain to you what there like just very intense. Well noting much happened on Monday just worked for one hour had to get up and go to campus for one hour to work. Well most my classes I like but there is this one class its not the class or the teacher or most of the student its this one student. The classis called art criticism which is a class about arguing about art but this one guy has always got something to say he has to argue all the time he will start a argument and then in the middle he will tern it into the opposite argument and he rambles he treys to use big words to impress people and he takes 5 min to say what he could in 1 min no one in the class likes him I might have to assassinate him before it over with LOL.
Oh right I had two people ask me about my spelling problem so im going to elaborate on it I have a learning disability and I am very self census about it I never tell anyone because if people thank that you cant do a simple than like spell than they thank you are stupid so I just keep it to my self the problem has made me struggle in some parts of life I would always have to get some one to spell check my work for me and job applications. I hate it I was born with it and I will die with it and I was puniest when I was little because I would do badly in some of my classes. I cant change it so I had to learn to get around it. So that the rezone I cant spell I never tell any one and now iv told all of you shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont tell LOL.
And here is another thing im going to bitch about in the last couple of years I have lost all my best friends, some because we just stopped talking, most because they fucket me over, and of cores most of you know that my best friend shot himself this summer while I was in NY and didnt find out Intel a month after it happened. I dont have a best friend any more they have all left me the world can be a very dark place when all the people you trusted are gone iv had to learn to deal with this. This summer when all was at its worst I came to a conclusion that if I wasnt going to end up like my friend if I was ever going to be happy I has just going to have to fake it I was going to have to force my self to be happy when ever I see someone in the morning I wish them good morning, if some one asks me how im doing I say wonderful. I went thro a time when if I felt bad I would tell every one that never dose any good It makes people not wont to be around me so when I started acting happy all the time and started talking to every one I became happier I thank for the most part it is because It makes others fell good to her you say that your great it makes people be happy to be around people that are happy. So I fell that imp a strong person I have always been the one to hear others problems and I could take it I have never been the one to tell others my problems in great detail I would weather you tell me yours than for me to tell you mine. But on some days I fell very alone mostly when im at my AP alone so SG helps me get over those small amounts of loneliness.
Ok random thought there are three types of people on your friends list the ones that will right you back 90% of the time when you Wright them than there is the people that will right you back 40% of the time and than there is the ones that Wright you 1% or never.
Last comment no one gust what song that was on my last entry here is the answer the band is AFI the CD is black sails in the sunset and the song is at a glance.
Well this weekend was very interesting it started of very slow bought the new flogging molly cd on Friday, which I already told you. On Saturday I went and bought the new tiger army which I know has been out for a long time now yes im a slacker, and the new my morning jacket cd, then I went to hustler store bought a new move and a hoode. Tried to talk to this girl that I talked to for an hour last time I was in there but she wasnt very talkative this time not for sure why. But Sunday was great it was one of the best times iv had in a while first we went to the KY theater and show the motorcycle diaries which I worn you is in subtitles but that move was great wonderful fabulous it had a great story great acting and shows you how small events in a persons life can change theme for ever. Than after that we went and watched a Japanese punk band by the name of "my way my love" if you ever get a change to see this band do it, it was the most intense show iv been to in years I cant even explain to you what there like just very intense. Well noting much happened on Monday just worked for one hour had to get up and go to campus for one hour to work. Well most my classes I like but there is this one class its not the class or the teacher or most of the student its this one student. The classis called art criticism which is a class about arguing about art but this one guy has always got something to say he has to argue all the time he will start a argument and then in the middle he will tern it into the opposite argument and he rambles he treys to use big words to impress people and he takes 5 min to say what he could in 1 min no one in the class likes him I might have to assassinate him before it over with LOL.
Oh right I had two people ask me about my spelling problem so im going to elaborate on it I have a learning disability and I am very self census about it I never tell anyone because if people thank that you cant do a simple than like spell than they thank you are stupid so I just keep it to my self the problem has made me struggle in some parts of life I would always have to get some one to spell check my work for me and job applications. I hate it I was born with it and I will die with it and I was puniest when I was little because I would do badly in some of my classes. I cant change it so I had to learn to get around it. So that the rezone I cant spell I never tell any one and now iv told all of you shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont tell LOL.
And here is another thing im going to bitch about in the last couple of years I have lost all my best friends, some because we just stopped talking, most because they fucket me over, and of cores most of you know that my best friend shot himself this summer while I was in NY and didnt find out Intel a month after it happened. I dont have a best friend any more they have all left me the world can be a very dark place when all the people you trusted are gone iv had to learn to deal with this. This summer when all was at its worst I came to a conclusion that if I wasnt going to end up like my friend if I was ever going to be happy I has just going to have to fake it I was going to have to force my self to be happy when ever I see someone in the morning I wish them good morning, if some one asks me how im doing I say wonderful. I went thro a time when if I felt bad I would tell every one that never dose any good It makes people not wont to be around me so when I started acting happy all the time and started talking to every one I became happier I thank for the most part it is because It makes others fell good to her you say that your great it makes people be happy to be around people that are happy. So I fell that imp a strong person I have always been the one to hear others problems and I could take it I have never been the one to tell others my problems in great detail I would weather you tell me yours than for me to tell you mine. But on some days I fell very alone mostly when im at my AP alone so SG helps me get over those small amounts of loneliness.
Ok random thought there are three types of people on your friends list the ones that will right you back 90% of the time when you Wright them than there is the people that will right you back 40% of the time and than there is the ones that Wright you 1% or never.
Last comment no one gust what song that was on my last entry here is the answer the band is AFI the CD is black sails in the sunset and the song is at a glance.
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tsartist:
Nice journal entry. As far as your learning disability, I grew up with one too, ya just gotta know how to work around them. I had a speach impediment, and now I make hip-hop. I can speak and rap without any problem at all. Maybe when you update, write what you want to in Microsoft Word, then spell check, then just paste it onto SG. Just a thought. 
ria:
my stomach is a sensitive soul that tends to hurt often for all sorts of reasons. and no reasons. i usually get by though, i'm used to it. i could go the kurt cobain way and kill it with narcotics, but i'm not much for following others. i do like the photos of me in the snow... i like the one in my profile because it's alive, which is just how i feel out there.