nikoll

i disapeared for a month. im sorry.
i will make it up to you.

i was at work getting drunk.
when the staff starts sleeping with eachother it makes me want to stab myself.

& smoking bongs at staff parties.
were 13 yr old dishwashers get drunk off two beers & run around in Carona boxers & win 100$ poker game.

& drunking it up at Gables.
dancing & random conversations with random people & playing pool & flashing guys from NewZealand for tiaras when im not drunk at all.

&bonfires & kegger with ex boyfriend & hotboxing tents & sheds & cars...

new septum piercing is fun.
had to pierce twice cause was crooked the first.
hurt like fuck. then kept hitting myself in the face & making it sore.
& kisses were no fun. when noses bump thought id pass out.

vch was scary...
didnt think i was gunna actually be able to get it cause the way i am down there.
but we went for it. ive never been so scared to get a piercing.
incredibly painful but only lasted a sec.

& i like that i was more comfortable with my pants off than with his fingers up my nose.

tongue last week.
swelled up like crazy.
made me very very sick for a few days... the swelling goin back so far it tiggered gag reflex.

my birthday was amazing.
dont remember the last time was that drunk.
got tonnes of free shots.
& after girls drove me home got my sister to take me back out to bar again.
came back to cottage sufficently wasted.
not so great b-day sex. i was to drunk to do anything but fall outta bed & pass out.