nikoll

its all going down in flames

fuck.fuck.fuck.fuck.
im going to go fucking insane.
im going to fucking freak right out.

my dad got someone to hack into the computer.

found out about SG.

ive discovered several of my sketchbooks missing.
along with a couple journals & my portfolio.

bonfire tomorrow night.

their going through my room.
its all going in.
photos. negatives. sketches. writings.
modeling photos taken by friends.
nothing can be replaced...

my art...
most is not at all erotic.
looking at the beauty of the natural human form.
which to them is "filth" & "pornography"

"get rid of everything from my old life"

this is my art...
it is my life.
burning the outside isnt going to change me.
& my "old life" was as happy as ive ever been.





so. i wont be here to often.
contact me on msn or email.
keep in touch.
oxoxox