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nikoli20

Pensacola, FL

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Wednesday Sep 13, 2006

Sep 13, 2006
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Most of my loan worries have reached an end. Hopefully tuition will go through slowly.

My grandma's funeral is Saturday. I'm worried about how I will handle seeing her like that. I will be taking some black and white photos during some things to remember her by as well as speaking during the ceremony. My way of beginning to deal. Last funeral I went to was my best friends' mom -last year. frown

Thank everyone for all their condolances. It's extremely hard times like this where you discover the ppl who are truly close to you. I'm kind of in and out lately.

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Had a crazy horror mystery movie dream last night where friends and I were trapped in a house with a murder and come to find out the murderer was one of us. There was blood, mystery, and gore. My dream would make an awesome horror movie! Anyone who knows me knows I love horror! Maybe it was brought on by me watching Silent Hill again with a few friends. Random thought: Next week I will be at the Horrorpops/Rev. Horton Heat concert with cscduckgrl and NoSaint.

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ferretbite:
Hey there. My own grand pops died a month ago after long years of agony. I guess I had already said goodbye to him before it happened.

My heart goes to you, though we hadn't met before, I know what it's like, having gone through the same process very recently...

kiss
Sep 14, 2006
alisa:
sorry to hear about your grandmother. mine passed away awhile back. people thought i was morbid because i was taking pictures of everything. but her and i were not close at all so i was pretty much unattached. i worried about my mom more than i did about anything else that day. concern about her blocked out the fact that i wasn't feeling much of anything else about the situation.

i send you all my good thoughts on this journey.

Sep 15, 2006

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