I find myself in a very lonely place and I feel like I can only express that here as I have to put on such a front for friends and family...I broke up with my gf a year ago...she was my first proper relationship, something I've struggled to find I my life and I think I'm still reeling from that. I though I had someone...I thought I had something...and now I don't...and I miss every aspect of it...the company, the adventures, the in jokes, ha the sex (it's been a while now)
I'm not sure why I'm posting this on here...maybe I hoping for some kind of acceptance, someone to say it's okay...you're cute, you're good looking, you're a good persons...because right now...I don't feel any of that...I don't know anyways I hope everyone is okay and enjoying life!
