nikkit

woot, i got a job! it's about time right. fucking petco

blah blah blah merry fucking christmas. the fake tree is ugly and i want to gouge my eyeballs out so i don't have to look at one more tiny lights or plastic snowmn. it was 80 degrees last week, for christ sake, and people have plastic snowmen in thier yards. i wish i could just skip christmas this year. the best part will be when...
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blah. fucking holidays. of course december will make it seem like im 3,000 miles away from home, all by myself, and doing nothing.

stood up by a girl and a boy all in one weekend. i suck.

went to the sgsd party last night. i guess it was fun. i met some nice people at least. and hopefully im gonna do some makeup for a photoshoot or something. i remember talk of marionettes(sp?). hopefully she wants evil, death puppets. when it comes to makeup most of my best work involves death and/or gore. what can i say?

so i want to be a suicide girl i think. only problem is i have no digital camera here and the scanner doesn't even work. i suppose some hot girl may be reading my journal right now who has a digital camera and would be willing to take some pictures of me almost nude *wishful thinking*
or else i might borrow brandon's camera and make...
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so one of my hot ex girlfriends/good friends from back home is in LA visiting her new gf (also named nicole, but a bitch)and shes comming down to visit.... with the fucking bitch! i told her to take the fucking greyhound so i dont have to look at her disgusting face, but she insisted on driving her. haha i think the last time i spoke...
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still no job. going out to try to sell myself in a little bit...

so i've got a job interview at 1 o'clock today. at fucking marshalls. but hopefully only through the holidays till i find myself something that won't make me want to kill myself. who knows maybe it won't be that bad? or maybe i won't get it....

so shahan is taking me out for sushi on tuesday....

i'm going to see the incredibles in a little bit with shahan. what an exciting saturday night. i was gonna rent some zombie movies but i guess justino has been whining to mary that they don't have enough alone time. well, i don't have enough friends or money to go out and do to many things at this point, but i guess i kind of...
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