i think i'm missing something. like, there's a part of me that isn't there and i need to find it or i'm going to go nuts. or maybe i need to just scream all my anger and frustrations out and keep screaming till i'm in tears. everything is all bottled up inside and i don't know how to really get it out and let it go. i have a void that needs to be filled and a big bottle of emotions that i need to let go of. kind of strange. 