So today on St. Valentines, I am in mourning.One of my cats died while i was out of town for a few days. I am totally in a daze/stupor. This was last night, as soon as I get in from a four hour drive, psyched to be home, and find my once clean, nag champa smelling cozy apartment looking & smelling like my worst nightmare.
On the upside, as my emergency savior of the evening mentioned " I guess I now know what to do in the city, when a animal dies." I mean, I was hysterical, I had NO idea what the hell I was supposed to do.
I still cannot even complete proper sentences. I just dont understand WHY.. and i will never forgive myself for not being here. Hopefully the autopsy they are doing at the university will help me with these questions.
thank god for valium
sorry for this depressing entry. it is unfortunately, where my head is at. (Happy hearts day everyone)
love, human kindness, intimacy, and laughter make the painful ugly shit a little less heavy on a heart.
**hug your pet/s**
On the upside, as my emergency savior of the evening mentioned " I guess I now know what to do in the city, when a animal dies." I mean, I was hysterical, I had NO idea what the hell I was supposed to do.
I still cannot even complete proper sentences. I just dont understand WHY.. and i will never forgive myself for not being here. Hopefully the autopsy they are doing at the university will help me with these questions.
thank god for valium
sorry for this depressing entry. it is unfortunately, where my head is at. (Happy hearts day everyone)
love, human kindness, intimacy, and laughter make the painful ugly shit a little less heavy on a heart.
**hug your pet/s**
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Mau Bast.
Say hi to Hope and Venus for me. Though they don't know my SG name, Hope knows how much I love cats.