Yeah I'm nothing more, than a line in your book
Tonight is the start of moving, working and finally catching up with myself after the madness of this term. In the past week some things have worked themselves out a bit, but it's too early to say for sure that it's going to continue to be good. I guess at the end of it all I found out what I wanted to find out, and the answer was positive. On the downside that usually makes you want more. Patience, I am usually so good at this. I really just don't want to fuck things up. Fingers permanently crossed.
You say that love goes anywhere, in your darkest time it's just enough to know it's there...
So, I have not really been around (not that a lot of you will have noticed, this is aimed at those I talk to on a regular basis) for a week because el Mac died. Somehow someone spilt water on it, not me...the logic board is fucked...and obviously it's not under warranty because its water damage. The good news is: it works when the cable is attached. The bad news is: it doesn't boot from the battery. I can only use it when it's attached to the mains. It's okay, but it's annoying so I will get it fixed after christmas, and luckily my insurance covers "accidental damage" so it wont kill my bank balance.
The extra time has been used for, yep you guessed it, essay research. I have now got two topics almost fully researched and a third one to start. Then all I need to do is collate information and write them. My gender class essay will be done on fairy tales and the portrayal of the intelligent woman as the witch. My portuguese empires essay will be done on the Movimento dos Sem Terra and the inequality of land ownership in Brazil. And finally my Proust essay will be written on the themes of Memory and Time in Du cote de Chez Swann and Le Temps Retrouve. Plannage. Organisation.
I kissed a boy just to start shit...
It's almost time to do that post you do at new years, or around new years, documenting where you were last year and what you did. I should start looking through and re-read the highs and lows. It's been quite a journey this year, sometimes I wish I wasn't quite so emotionally retarded...otherwise known as over-dramatic. Recently I have been listening to Futures, Page Avenue and Where you want to be. For some reason they keep me grounded, and in the case of Futures, slightly introspective. It's my canada album, it never fails to make me miss travelling there, and appreciate that maybe I didn't know what a chance I had...Is there anything you wish you could tell your 18 year old self?
Sweetness, can you believe this, mess we made of it
Maybe tonight is just a bit weird. I'm not sure how the next few days will go. I haven't seen my brother in ages, and I want to, but I also wish I wasn't going right now. I'm torn. Nevermind. We always want what we can't have. Absence makes the heart grow fonder...I hope.
I am working almost non stop this holiday I think. You bristolites know where to find me. I might even be able to sneak you an almost free drink.
Tonight is the start of moving, working and finally catching up with myself after the madness of this term. In the past week some things have worked themselves out a bit, but it's too early to say for sure that it's going to continue to be good. I guess at the end of it all I found out what I wanted to find out, and the answer was positive. On the downside that usually makes you want more. Patience, I am usually so good at this. I really just don't want to fuck things up. Fingers permanently crossed.
You say that love goes anywhere, in your darkest time it's just enough to know it's there...
So, I have not really been around (not that a lot of you will have noticed, this is aimed at those I talk to on a regular basis) for a week because el Mac died. Somehow someone spilt water on it, not me...the logic board is fucked...and obviously it's not under warranty because its water damage. The good news is: it works when the cable is attached. The bad news is: it doesn't boot from the battery. I can only use it when it's attached to the mains. It's okay, but it's annoying so I will get it fixed after christmas, and luckily my insurance covers "accidental damage" so it wont kill my bank balance.
The extra time has been used for, yep you guessed it, essay research. I have now got two topics almost fully researched and a third one to start. Then all I need to do is collate information and write them. My gender class essay will be done on fairy tales and the portrayal of the intelligent woman as the witch. My portuguese empires essay will be done on the Movimento dos Sem Terra and the inequality of land ownership in Brazil. And finally my Proust essay will be written on the themes of Memory and Time in Du cote de Chez Swann and Le Temps Retrouve. Plannage. Organisation.
I kissed a boy just to start shit...
It's almost time to do that post you do at new years, or around new years, documenting where you were last year and what you did. I should start looking through and re-read the highs and lows. It's been quite a journey this year, sometimes I wish I wasn't quite so emotionally retarded...otherwise known as over-dramatic. Recently I have been listening to Futures, Page Avenue and Where you want to be. For some reason they keep me grounded, and in the case of Futures, slightly introspective. It's my canada album, it never fails to make me miss travelling there, and appreciate that maybe I didn't know what a chance I had...Is there anything you wish you could tell your 18 year old self?
Sweetness, can you believe this, mess we made of it
Maybe tonight is just a bit weird. I'm not sure how the next few days will go. I haven't seen my brother in ages, and I want to, but I also wish I wasn't going right now. I'm torn. Nevermind. We always want what we can't have. Absence makes the heart grow fonder...I hope.
I am working almost non stop this holiday I think. You bristolites know where to find me. I might even be able to sneak you an almost free drink.
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your topics seem interesting to say the least hope they turn out well.
hope everything is going fine and take care
Let me know if you have any more free time before you leave Manchester.