nik

another sleepless night...
doing stuff i shouldn't be doing...
wishing i was in the last place i should be...
my body and my head will hate me later but right now it feels so worth it.

"my lifestyle is a wild life with style and by brain on drugs...
i won't stop until i'm numb.. telling myself the night is young."

i've lost sight of all the things i want in life... or maybe its just that i don't know what i want..
but i'm just waiting around... for what?
probably nothing.

i need to make something happen. soon.

i miss home... i miss the countryside of ohio... seeing the stars at night.
i miss everyone from my past..

if two shooting stars collided
they would hit each other
and embrace impact
those two stars
would hold onto each other
with a gravitation called love
and they'd burn
side-by-side
as one, forever.
even if the stars burn out
there will always be two pieces
of the greatest, most beautiful accident ever to happen
circling side-by-side
as one, forever.

will you be my shooting star?

<3