nik

i told you i'm the unluckiest girl.

i worked my ass off this month, spending every thursday-sunday in michigan...
so i could start getting a little ahead and have some extra money....
for some new lingerie for the pinups for soldiers shoot and an outfit for havana...

so i'm finishing up some last minute shopping this afternoon [literally like 3 hours ago]....
and my CVjoint goes out.
and now i don't have any money to fix it...
and even if i did... its not like i can have it in and out of the shop by 2pm tomorrow. [i'm 2 hours from columbus.]

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuucccccccccck.

i've been looking forward to this so much...
and all i feel now is just..... completely bummed.
i really don't know how i'm going to make this work out... but i'm going to try.
i might be able to make it to havana.... but most likely not to the shoot.
damnit damnit damnit all to hell.