nijichan

**UPDATE**
the worlds against me. i ended up not bein able to get the place due to a deciteful landlord.
so... NO new apt for niji chan.
fuck my life


soooo
its official!
i get my place today. and i couldnt be more excited!!!
its tiny, but thats fine, cuz i really dont need anything huge.
and its like 15 min from work! as opposed to the 30 min i drive now.
ahhh its gonna be nice.
prolly really rough, til i gets a second job, and ya know, can actually afford to buy things like... FOOD..
lol but itll be my own.
and i can come and go as i please. at any hour. have ANYONE over.
smoke hookah, get drunk, and no 1 can tell me i cant!!
and ill have my kitties. they are my life, my happiness
broke it to the boy last nite. hes upset.
he knows i wanna leave him.
but i want to try to work things out. see if distance really does make the heart grow fonder....
yah know, dumb shit like that...
welllllllll
i spose we will see!