nihly

fucking slumping again again again. omg. sighs. and i went to the gym last night... oh poo!

i really like the show quarterlife on the internet, because NBC caught on that that's the "new" way to do things...

but it's good. and convieniently doesn't go over 10 minutes an episode to maintain interest. when i am around during the day i like to see the first 30 mins of the view an watch all the women and their HOT TOPICS,

but one day they had the show's female star on and she was talking about how she is not allowed to wear lip gloss to keep up this look of a troubled twenty-something having a quarter-life crisis.

ahhh yes you heard me, you older peoples. and just like the demographic they are aiming for, i think it works. but i think it kinda made me depressed too.

blah blah blah. i have a headache and no percs anymore to waste the day away with. it's 2 and i forgot to take my meds. i feel doomed for forever...

hahaha. in the show's kitchen there is a mosaic of a pitcher and on the pitcher it says "pour me". i thought it was pretty funny but i had to explain why to rob, which kinda ruins it

and i never feel this way, ever but why not. poor little me. if i could stop worrying about how and what i am going to contribute to this world and just contribute it would be great.

you guys don't have to offer online support with my moods, although appreciated, just tell me what you are up to or bitch along. it serves as great distraction

much love xox

NIHLS