nihly

If feel very alone and bored tonight. I tried to do some things to keep myself occupied, but my anxiety just won't let me be. I could search for reasons why it is back, but really what's the point? It's just back and bothering me, and anyone could find reasons...so i don't know. but i'm going to post something nice tomorrow i hope, so i doubt any of you shall read this. I should be happy...sighs. Nite nite.