nihixul

i can't decide whether i want to participate in this community or not. i love discussing things with people, including the people here, and i know to stay away from the current events forum, but too many times people get misunderstood, people don't think at all before they speak, or people just display their stupidity. honestly. maybe it's just because the community has gotten so big. i don't know. i somehow think this mtv experience, if indeed it has a measurable effect on the community, will do nothing but drive me away from it. i think i will always stay for the girls, but it is hard to NOT be a part of such an honestly vibrant community when it is RIGHT THERE.

i don't like personal conflicts. i hate them. fuck it.