When I hear this song it makes me think and feel the odd sensation you feel when talking or with someone you really care about but being denied there love. Chasing the so called impossible to achieve the love of your life makes you crazy that girl is my drug and to move on without her is feels impossible cause you crave her attention and affection. This song is for my best friend and the one who owns my heart life is meaningless if I can't give all I can to keep you happy til the day you or I die.
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1 More day then I am 21 woot! The cooler news is my trip to vegas that I thought I was going to have to cancel is on officially I get to go next week just me and my brother drinking and having a good time and of course gotta gamble a bit haha. So I started playing
I already like it better then the last haven't gotten to far in but graphics and some of the new changes are killer tho camera stuff kinda blows but nothing is perfect I am looking forward to 100% the game I am not a die hard FF fan but I do love the graphics and music just simply amazing.
Other news I have been ignoring one of my best friends who I also have feelings for she use to be my best friend talked to me daily til she start going out with some deadbeat loser who uses her for her money which she doesn't have much of since then it is like I don't exist something in me tells me to forget her but then I fear if I don't stay and try to be apart of her life she might fuck up badly I just don't know what to do.
Also why does everyone now a days have to be so judgmental people say being different is good but apparently being in a wheelchair 50% of the time I don't exist or people pity me pity is for the weak I might have a muscle disease and have had 2 heart transplants but that doesn't mean I give up on life. I want to be seen and treated like anyone else I want love and stuff just like anyone else but girls just can't look past I use a wheelchair from time to time. I bet if people had to spend one year in my shoes there whole prospective on life would change and learn to look past flaws after all it's flaws that define us all.
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1 More day then I am 21 woot! The cooler news is my trip to vegas that I thought I was going to have to cancel is on officially I get to go next week just me and my brother drinking and having a good time and of course gotta gamble a bit haha. So I started playing
I already like it better then the last haven't gotten to far in but graphics and some of the new changes are killer tho camera stuff kinda blows but nothing is perfect I am looking forward to 100% the game I am not a die hard FF fan but I do love the graphics and music just simply amazing.
Other news I have been ignoring one of my best friends who I also have feelings for she use to be my best friend talked to me daily til she start going out with some deadbeat loser who uses her for her money which she doesn't have much of since then it is like I don't exist something in me tells me to forget her but then I fear if I don't stay and try to be apart of her life she might fuck up badly I just don't know what to do.
Also why does everyone now a days have to be so judgmental people say being different is good but apparently being in a wheelchair 50% of the time I don't exist or people pity me pity is for the weak I might have a muscle disease and have had 2 heart transplants but that doesn't mean I give up on life. I want to be seen and treated like anyone else I want love and stuff just like anyone else but girls just can't look past I use a wheelchair from time to time. I bet if people had to spend one year in my shoes there whole prospective on life would change and learn to look past flaws after all it's flaws that define us all.