anyone who is breathing knows whats going on right now in new orleans,please i beg you go to your local redcross or online and make a donation,it don't matter if its only a dollar,please.....it really could make the difference between life or more death.
mellisa my sweet love,i have missed you for so long,i cannot take this stress anymore......i will not take no for an answer i am comming for you,i can't live another minute without you here in my arms.you are my soul and i am lost without you,left for dead,please come to me to make me whole again........
so busy season is here right now and i am so stressed!
to think that i work for a company that is part of everything i stand against.i know i know i have to work but damn it,i don't think of how good i have it,people are starving and i work at a billion dollar buisness that makes products that only the 1 class of america can afford.i hate myself for that,i see little old men on the golf course in their $8,000.00 club car golfcarts and i want to puke.sure they may have worked hard all of their lives for it but they could have had a good start in life.these people don't stand a chance...nothing,today in the break room i saw an entire plate lunch thrown in the trash.....these people feed their entire families on less than that in a week.i am so sick of the world right now,i want to change something,i think i need to do some soul searching myself........i want to sell everything i own or better yet give it away fuck it,and just go somewhere,teach children how to read,or help people farm somewhere,geez i am rambling.
this is pretty sad i am talking about all the shit i hate while sitting with my laptop in the ac of my own home,i fuckin hate myself more than anything....
i have to go.....
***mandy***
mellisa my sweet love,i have missed you for so long,i cannot take this stress anymore......i will not take no for an answer i am comming for you,i can't live another minute without you here in my arms.you are my soul and i am lost without you,left for dead,please come to me to make me whole again........
so busy season is here right now and i am so stressed!
to think that i work for a company that is part of everything i stand against.i know i know i have to work but damn it,i don't think of how good i have it,people are starving and i work at a billion dollar buisness that makes products that only the 1 class of america can afford.i hate myself for that,i see little old men on the golf course in their $8,000.00 club car golfcarts and i want to puke.sure they may have worked hard all of their lives for it but they could have had a good start in life.these people don't stand a chance...nothing,today in the break room i saw an entire plate lunch thrown in the trash.....these people feed their entire families on less than that in a week.i am so sick of the world right now,i want to change something,i think i need to do some soul searching myself........i want to sell everything i own or better yet give it away fuck it,and just go somewhere,teach children how to read,or help people farm somewhere,geez i am rambling.
this is pretty sad i am talking about all the shit i hate while sitting with my laptop in the ac of my own home,i fuckin hate myself more than anything....
i have to go.....
***mandy***
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ash:
well .. you *could* move here, and th4en you'd be closer to "you know who" 
pureevull:
dont hate yourself for being where you are at the asshole's that are on the links will always be assholes so send a prayer send food send money but dont let the company that you work for kill your soul about helping other people those who have money will always do what they do no matter what we do (sorry to sound so down about what happened)