i have a heart of stone,
i dont care about you or what you do.
i dont care about the friends you keep or the whores you talk too.
i do not want to know about you day to day events.
i dont fucken care.
i am a bitch...when have you known me to show emotion?
have i ever shown you affection?
nor will i........keep digging,i will put you in that hole.
you will not break me,or see me cry...
you say i need an outlet,fuck an outlet...and FUCK YOU!
why do i have to show emotion to be real,at least you know i wont lie to your face.
i know i hurt people when i speak,so fucken what...
if the truth hurts you so much then you need to change your pathetic life.
i dont have to smile to be happy...im happy when i see the tears swell up into you eyes...
the same eyes i would love to claw out of your face for looking at me in a way that i know you want me to feel sorry for you.I DONT.
you say you want to know me,and no matter what you will love me....HAHAHAHAHA get a life,do you think i care one ounce of how you fucken feel,or that i would waste any of my time to know you.....doubt it.
if you love me no matter what then fucken love me this way.
i know about the things you said to them...
i know...
and it really dont matter,because like i said i will not break.
and if i keep telling myself this,then it will be true...
you know me all to well,yes.
and you know how to push my buttons...
but to lie to my face,i would have never thought.
to have made me break down,from the woman i was.
to make me smile,love and not care who saw it...bring down my gaurd.i knew better,i cried for the first time in a long time,you know how it made me feel to taste the salt,like a blind man looking at the world for the first time.
the one emotion i would never show,sadness,longing,fear.
you did this to me.
was it a cruel joke?
to me this is a crime.........my own tears are punishment.
you will not leave this situation.
you may never be part of another situation again.
tears are easy to remove,tossed into the air.
i feel a new excitment.
something is burning within me.
you will taste my sweet revenge....not even revenge.
the word is not even worthy of my ability.
my POWER,will bring you down,to the worthless low life you are.
the woman i was,is not gone,she was only watching you from the other side waiting for you to fail.
and you will fail.
for all the hurt i have ever brought to anyone in this world you will feel it..........for any hurt i placed upon your head,you will feel it again.
FOR ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD THAT I CAN MAKE UGLY AND HATE....YOU WILL KNOW.
this in on your doorstep now,i am unleashed,i will not have pitty,i will see the tears flood your eyes,and be sure of this you will feel the knife plung deep into your back!
I AM BACK....DO NOT CLOSE YOUR EYES.
i dont care about you or what you do.
i dont care about the friends you keep or the whores you talk too.
i do not want to know about you day to day events.
i dont fucken care.
i am a bitch...when have you known me to show emotion?
have i ever shown you affection?
nor will i........keep digging,i will put you in that hole.
you will not break me,or see me cry...
you say i need an outlet,fuck an outlet...and FUCK YOU!
why do i have to show emotion to be real,at least you know i wont lie to your face.
i know i hurt people when i speak,so fucken what...
if the truth hurts you so much then you need to change your pathetic life.
i dont have to smile to be happy...im happy when i see the tears swell up into you eyes...
the same eyes i would love to claw out of your face for looking at me in a way that i know you want me to feel sorry for you.I DONT.
you say you want to know me,and no matter what you will love me....HAHAHAHAHA get a life,do you think i care one ounce of how you fucken feel,or that i would waste any of my time to know you.....doubt it.
if you love me no matter what then fucken love me this way.
i know about the things you said to them...
i know...
and it really dont matter,because like i said i will not break.
and if i keep telling myself this,then it will be true...
you know me all to well,yes.
and you know how to push my buttons...
but to lie to my face,i would have never thought.
to have made me break down,from the woman i was.
to make me smile,love and not care who saw it...bring down my gaurd.i knew better,i cried for the first time in a long time,you know how it made me feel to taste the salt,like a blind man looking at the world for the first time.
the one emotion i would never show,sadness,longing,fear.
you did this to me.
was it a cruel joke?
to me this is a crime.........my own tears are punishment.
you will not leave this situation.
you may never be part of another situation again.
tears are easy to remove,tossed into the air.
i feel a new excitment.
something is burning within me.
you will taste my sweet revenge....not even revenge.
the word is not even worthy of my ability.
my POWER,will bring you down,to the worthless low life you are.
the woman i was,is not gone,she was only watching you from the other side waiting for you to fail.
and you will fail.
for all the hurt i have ever brought to anyone in this world you will feel it..........for any hurt i placed upon your head,you will feel it again.
FOR ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD THAT I CAN MAKE UGLY AND HATE....YOU WILL KNOW.
this in on your doorstep now,i am unleashed,i will not have pitty,i will see the tears flood your eyes,and be sure of this you will feel the knife plung deep into your back!
I AM BACK....DO NOT CLOSE YOUR EYES.
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all we need to do is set dates!