Friday Dec 03, 2004

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finally, sweet relief! anyone ever suffer from ennui? loosely defined it is apathy. but i think it is an actual human (psychological?/emotional?/spiritual?/physical?) condition. and i feel myself coming out of it. the best way i can describe it is as being a spectator in your own life. living with no set goals or purpose; just living because you're not dead. let...
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Sunday Nov 21, 2004

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i was looking through my favorite sg pics and i noticed something. a lot of asses. which is fine by me. surreal
faeriedust:

asses are always good biggrin

mkila:

what arer you kidding .....crazy

Sunday Nov 21, 2004

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you know what though, that girl is not that great. i had to postpone plans we had because i had a family get together to go to. she was pissed. i was like what the fuck? it's not like i'm your boyfriend or something. but she insisted on being pissed at me about something i had no power to change. so i let...
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Friday Nov 12, 2004

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tonight i told a girl i was leaving her. not really only leaving her, but leaving the whole city. i slowly heard the (hope?) fade from her voice as we carried on our conversation. i think she always knew i wouldn't be in her life for a long time, but i think she thought she could make me stay. she's a great girl...
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Thursday Nov 11, 2004

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is it wrong to spend the entire day in your house? i'm try to save money, so instead of having an even semi-active social life i spend my time indoors. today i finished a detective novel and then started an "anita blake: vampire hunter" novel. i read a lot. i also watch a lot of tv. today i watched back to back buffy, at...
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Thursday Oct 21, 2004

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i am an insomniac. i have been since i was a little kid. technically a "slow sleeper". tonights experiment will include tylenol pm. it can leave you a little groggy, but man will it put you out. i was at one time addicted to the things. i couldn't figure out why i was so sluggish and depressive. but then again, i have never been...
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alisa:

welcome to the site. hope you're enjoying it. i'm sure you'll be as addicted to this damn place as we all are. biggrin

punishme:

i am a huge fan of ambien...been insomniac since high school. feel your pain dude.

Thursday Oct 21, 2004

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turning thirty one is sooo much cooler than turning thirty. thirty packs all this anxiety in one small punch. but thirty one is easy like sunday morning. i don't like to judge my life based on years anyhow, but it seems that there are some that are hard to avoid. my general attitude toward new thirtysomethings is that they take themselves as a whole...
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Wednesday Oct 13, 2004

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can anyone love bjork as much as me?
alisa:



happy birthday!!!! i couldn't find any pictures that have her saying happy birthday or anything. but i thought this was a really cute/hot picture of her and it kind of looks like she's about to say something. so we can just pretend that she's saying it instead. biggrin

Saturday Oct 09, 2004

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Did you know that if you take a few melatonin tabs before you go to bed you will have crazy dreams? At least i do. Melatonin is a chemical your brain makes that triggers your "time to shut off" mechanism in your brain. So don't take it too often or your brain will start to stop making it and it will be hard to...
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