a few days ago i got random messages calling me cunt twat and bitch. i wasnt really taking this seriously considering i though tthey had the wrong number. i didnt answer but asked who it was. this person seemed imature saying they were my worst night mare. and when i ddint answer it only kept going. i asked them if they were on drugs??? lol...
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nightcreeper:
o hell yeah i bounced like no other i didnt even realize all of this till a few days ago. honestly he was just a guy i met that was really ddramatic. then i moved on. but wierd.
idreamofninjas:
Nice job getting out of there. Crazy people are unstable. Besides nobody needs the stress of another persons baggage. For example, mental problems.
last night. my dreams began to come true. and on my way home from work i couldnt beleive how blessed i am to beable to pursuit my dreams. that everything always comes together for me. everyday my life is awesome and i am awesome and so are my ideas and what i want for myself. my friends are amazing. but one problem. it seems like...
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idreamofninjas:
Yeah, that's a good way to look at it.
alexeiffel:
I'm missing you!!!!
What the fuck do I do! How do I run from this place. How does all this pain stop. I wish I didn't know the things I did. I wish I can leave and every one I know. I'm like no one here my mom says. How I'm a sick person. How I don't belong. How I can care less. It's true and I deserve...
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OK THIS IS A SIGN THAT YOU SHOULD PROBABLY LET UR JOB GO...
1. IF U GET A WRITE UP FOR NOT DUMPING THE TRASH.....WHEN YOU DID DUMP THE TRASH
2. IF UR BOSS TELLS U "WE DONT DO WHATS BEST FOR YOU, WE DO WHATS BEST FOR THE COMPANY"...FAIL.
3. IF YOUR BOSS TELL YOU "WE DONT LIE TO CUSTOMERS" WHEN YOU MADE AN...
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1. IF U GET A WRITE UP FOR NOT DUMPING THE TRASH.....WHEN YOU DID DUMP THE TRASH
2. IF UR BOSS TELLS U "WE DONT DO WHATS BEST FOR YOU, WE DO WHATS BEST FOR THE COMPANY"...FAIL.
3. IF YOUR BOSS TELL YOU "WE DONT LIE TO CUSTOMERS" WHEN YOU MADE AN...
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casanova:
wow. bleh...i've been there before with a job. never fun...and sadly i loved that job! just not the owners of the company.
nightcreeper:
Exactly! U feel me. It's causeing such a conflict! Lol hey by the way how did u find a great photographer
Something doesn't feel right. So iv been lieing to myself. I didn't train in my fighting classes for yhree months thinking ill start in California but then my work schedule is now prohibiting me to as well here. How am I kidding I started drinking soda again. Eating junk food. And can't run w out getting sore. Fml! I'm getting a membership tonight and gonna...
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alexeiffel:
First off you're hardly a tubby fat ass, but the way you say it is cute. 
and I think you want to kick my ass, so you should start training!
and I think you want to kick my ass, so you should start training!
nightcreeper:
I don't want to kick Ur ass. I wanna fuck u up Alex.
have u ever. found so much food you wanted to eat at a buffet and you tried everything! and nothing was remotely good and so not amazing. this is how i feel about life. its like i get excited about everything because i expect to always have a blast but lately life has just been..... meh. just bland. nothing amazing. i hope theres something exciting...
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alexeiffel:
yeah, disappointment is a 2 way street.
nightcreeper:
Yeh I bet
im so tired! my eyes are turning blood shot and not goin away from not sleeping last night. this is goin to be my crash week. usually my sleep pattern is in waves. i sleep well for three months and stay up for three months. n e ways. im so exhausted but im always hyper so..... how do i find a photographer. ne one know?...
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nightcreeper:
maybe its me but i know that im less disciplined then most people. and i tend to like to have flexability to do what i feel like. my boss was the shit. he loved me and always has a place for me. he would let me do what ever i wanted to do as long s some one was at work. meh.... no i dont take medication for ne thing but my diabetes.
richard_:
Well now you happen to be in luck because I know more than just a few spots you could go get rocks thrown at you totally free of charge. As for sleep... there are ways to find it.
hey guys. the craziest thing ever. you would also need to read my llast post to understand more......so finally i gave up i went to go to a psychic reading.
as i pulled my cards (5) each one i knew exactly what it meant almost. but they tarot card reader did all the talking. both the cards and her was shocking to me. she was...
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as i pulled my cards (5) each one i knew exactly what it meant almost. but they tarot card reader did all the talking. both the cards and her was shocking to me. she was...
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jb_pdxs:
Have you tried working out really hard in the morning or day....that usually helps put me to sleep that night.
nightcreeper:
yeh i didnt work out cuaes i was sore for like 3 days straight couldnt go down the stairs fml. hahah. and no becasue i dont go out at night. im not conscious enough to be driving.
ok i had the tripiest fucking dream....so im sitting on a couch w all my friends maybe like fifteen of them sitting on couches behind me. we are at a shopping place like costco. and the baby is sitting on boxes in a cart (not even the baby seat) while her bother is pushing the cart. and the baby has a plastic sheet wrapped tight...
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so iv got a ton of ideas for my themes. i have a friend whose willing to take pics and a girl whos willing to try it w me so i dont get too nervous. they were so sweet when i told them about sg and they ASKED ME if i wanted a portfolio. this is when i saw it could really happen. amazing how...
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nightcreeper:
ai use to b a phone geek o well not as much n e more
viomeb:
I think it's awesome you probably saw SG and said I can do that! Having dreams and goals is what is all about. I'm total opposite I have more dreams/goals than I can process or accomplish. My problem is I'm too busy trying to work on the big goals (finishing architecture school, writing, travelling) that I forget about the smaller dreams sometime. Those small goals can be just as rewarding!
Anyway, not about me, just do like most people have said and enjoy it as well as be comfortable while doing it. You're just as beautiful as any other SG so you should have no problem marking this off your list of goals.
Anyway, not about me, just do like most people have said and enjoy it as well as be comfortable while doing it. You're just as beautiful as any other SG so you should have no problem marking this off your list of goals.