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nightcreeper

born in glendale, ca raised in plano, tx! yeah baby!

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Friday Aug 06, 2010

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hey guys. the craziest thing ever. you would also need to read my llast post to understand more......so finally i gave up i went to go to a psychic reading.

as i pulled my cards (5) each one i knew exactly what it meant almost. but they tarot card reader did all the talking. both the cards and her was shocking to me. she was on the dot. my five cards??? conscious, suppression, playful, opportunity, the last card was a child behind bars . she first said that i was a seeker. a spiritual seeker. then said that there was Grey marble on two cards which meant that i was heavily held down by many things that i need to go w the flow in life that i resist any changes and im holding on to many things even some materials. she told me recently i had moved i didnt tell her n e thing and that was my opportunity to have good things. she said that where i was living before held me down an was not right for my life. she didnt know that iv been telling every one about how i felt about texas. i was shocked i recently moved 2 months ago. she told me i didn't break up w a boyfriend recently it was a while ago so that wastn my opportunity. she told me that the conscious card was that im very hard on myself. that i am very conscous about everything and that i need to go with the flow in life. and im consious of something new that ive been trying (hince sg). she said i was also trying many new things. and then there was the child card she said that this card if i notices the chains and locks on the door was not even locked. that i feel suppressed from my child hood and she asked me is there something that i need to tell her about this card and i told her i had a dream last night. she said that child was me. i felt horrible.. i had told my friends the dream i had and when i told them i realized how much pain i had when i held that child. that i was horrified seeing its face as it was dieing. and i held it so close to me hoping that it would survive. and i was that baby. it made perfect since. and the monster it turned into after. .....never have i had an experience or a dream so horrible. and to find out that it was how i saw myself i saw how worthless i saw myself and looked down on myself. its such a scary thought. she said that i had a playful card. that that was who i was suppose to be and that that is what i have here where i moved. that its ok people can take care of me and i could take it. i havent taken a dime from my mom since i was 14. that its ok to have a good life and its ok to have a good boyfriend. she didnt k now i havent dated in a year and 4 months. at this point i havent really tlked except for my dream. im shocked.


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jb_pdxs:
Have you tried working out really hard in the morning or day....that usually helps put me to sleep that night.
Aug 7, 2010
nightcreeper:
yeh i didnt work out cuaes i was sore for like 3 days straight couldnt go down the stairs fml. hahah. and no becasue i dont go out at night. im not conscious enough to be driving.
Aug 7, 2010

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