sigh. so about my job, yes i am blessed to have a job, a job that i am well too good at and no one else is. however.....i am on the hung for a nother life. i am free. free to go where i please, to do as life takes me, and unfortuanately.....at least i think so....no obligations. it kind of make smy dicisions hard...
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darke:
That's a good position to be in. Choose what you allow to tie you down carefully.
HEY so sorry its been forever... i went into like a loner stage and didnt want to do anything but be at home and away from everthing! but here are a few new up dates. so since i moved to cali nothing worked out like it was suppost to. so im guessing what i had planned was not what was suppose to happen 
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inkedgeek:
Good to see you back! I know how it feels to be in that loner state of mind. I was in a deep hole myself earlier this year. Just try to write down your feelings (whether in your private journal or public blog), it will help. I got laid off recently from my job, so I know how unemployment feels too....and this is not the best time of year for job hunting.
I love both pics! Awesome captures!
I love both pics! Awesome captures!
jb_pdxs:
Wow, really beautiful.
Im chillin right now at school. i go to work and school and am thinking about picking up a night job like a cocktail waitress at a bar or club. i live by myself and i currently need a car.... thats my life right now..... im in the middle of LA w me and a few friends that i am just getting to know. i...
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nightcreeper:
o trust me it will. i feel like im on an adventure
nd_watch:
I can see you making some nice tips as a cocktail waitress
im about to do a shoot in a bout an hour but im so antsy! and nervous! i wanna hurry and get there already but my photographer is running late.
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jb_pdxs:
How'd it go?
nightcreeper:
hey guys! so i did two already at first i didnt like them but when i saw them i was kinda awed that it came out well. not for sg. the photographers definitely have a different style but this is just a test run. im so glad to hear from u. especially u girls 
the suport from girls are even better. so when i post them online tell me if im photogenic. cause i think i dont look like me in the pics and im trying to really find a photographer that will capture me...
the suport from girls are even better. so when i post them online tell me if im photogenic. cause i think i dont look like me in the pics and im trying to really find a photographer that will capture me...o gosh i just realized i disappeared from you guys for like two weeks. hahahah soooo sorrry i miss you guys too. n e ways wats new w every one! message me and let me know ok? so i did a photoshoot by a friend who was really interested. however his style is nothing like sg's. which is fine by me i wasnt planning to...
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inkedgeek:
I really admire your aspirations to help people. There needs to be many more people like you in this world!
nightcreeper:
Awe thank you!
im so grossly sick....bleh
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nightcreeper:
thank you hwo are you?
inkedgeek:
Get well soon!!!
I'm sleeeeeeepy!!!!!! That's all.
So I have a photoshoot possibly this sat. Kinda scared and nervous. All of a sudden my self asteem has crashed into an oblivion. Is that normal. I feel fat and don't wanna look at my self in the mirror. I guess its a fear. That ppl would b like wtf does she think she is. Is this normal? Holy cow. On the other hand...
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etude:
I'd bet money that this set will be fantastic. You're a gorgeous girl and I'm sure you'll do just fine! Can't wait to see how it goes.
jb_pdxs:
How did it go?
I CAN'T SLEEP! SOME ONE MESSAGE ME....let's chit chat my fav thing to do
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nightcreeper:
I tried but its hard to hold a convo every one es everyvwhere
inkedgeek:
What time zone are you in? lol
So years more then 8 iv been getting stomach aches that I thought were cramps. But ait feels like some one is stabbing me in the stomache. Or like somthing is trying to come out of my stomache. So im goin to the hospital cause there is no way on hell this is normal. It happens for a week every monyh and im screaming and...
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gofuserectus:
it sounds like diverticulitis, infections in your intestines. you should go see a doctor, especially if you are in that much pain. be well !
rayrosa:
Ouch, I hope you feel better.
a few days ago i got random messages calling me cunt twat and bitch. i wasnt really taking this seriously considering i though tthey had the wrong number. i didnt answer but asked who it was. this person seemed imature saying they were my worst night mare. and when i ddint answer it only kept going. i asked them if they were on drugs??? lol...
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nightcreeper:
o hell yeah i bounced like no other i didnt even realize all of this till a few days ago. honestly he was just a guy i met that was really ddramatic. then i moved on. but wierd.
idreamofninjas:
Nice job getting out of there. Crazy people are unstable. Besides nobody needs the stress of another persons baggage. For example, mental problems.
last night. my dreams began to come true. and on my way home from work i couldnt beleive how blessed i am to beable to pursuit my dreams. that everything always comes together for me. everyday my life is awesome and i am awesome and so are my ideas and what i want for myself. my friends are amazing. but one problem. it seems like...
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idreamofninjas:
Yeah, that's a good way to look at it.
alexeiffel:
I'm missing you!!!!