nietzsche

i have never had a better 4 days in my entire life.
i can't even function right now.
i'm suprised i can type. holyfuck.


saturday i went trolling with about 15 other chill people to this crazy party at ratsoap (Vital 3)...screwface, dj winta, tek-1, exakt and some others were spinning....reallllllly fantastic time. I mean,

wow.

hehe.








and some video its really dark but hey...there's glowy stuff

ratsoap studios....they had a where the wild things are theme going on with these crazy giant glowing monster masks floating about...it was pretty awesome



aaand...gil and I glowsticking:



yah. fun times.

and that's not even the best part. mwahaha.

when we got back home and everyone left our friend came over and i got to fulfill one of my biggest fantasies ever.

let's just say i have spent the last 2 and 1/2 days in bed.
with 2 guys.
sigh.
it was so hot.
i still can't believe it.
yum yum yummyyumyum.



meow.

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AWESOME news. My set is finally, FINALLY after 3 attempts in the queue for Feb. 27th at 3:29 am.
I'm so happy, i've waited forever for this. <3

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i got to try absinthe for the first time. it was super yummy.

i tried Lucid and Le Tourment Vert.





i actually liked it straight up more than with water and sugar. this coming from the girl who has never been drunk. ever.

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I wrote this right after i drank that...

the carpet stirs amber
a bit tiger-like in touch
much like fingerprints
(yours specifically)
they graze soft, danger ahead sir.

siren song
in ones own head
breaks the quiet
ensnares this desire
rattles the cage
the canary sings a lullaby in lime.

stay here.
just for now.
switchback
no matter
the signals are clear
the chimes ring fire.

under your bed the smoke is thick
wrapped tight,
it broke a couple ribs,
bonesetter in the bathtub.

jaws in your cheek parts
i think the wolfhound comes tonight.
s/he won't take no for an answer.
its seen in the stars,
and so it shall be carved.

no excuse for struggle
the glass took some
sugar cube the rest-
poured through my skull
see it behind my eyes
your tone is too soft
to not take notice.

only one missed
so close
but none taken-
that absin(the)ce
made all the difference.

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did salvia for the first time in like 3 years.

i was sitting on a bunch of dancing flower people and trying to make sure nobody stepped on them. they were spelling something out with their petal bodies, but i couldnt read what it was.

i hope it wasnt super important....

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Got 15,000 flyers to promote our show...its going to be kickass.. All of the dancers will be shooting fireballs out of their palms, we have fetish stiltwalkers, fire spinners, sick ass dj's spinning....
I'm jazzed.

Jan. 21s @ Encore in Ybor, FL!!!!

ZYDRATE presented by The CollideOSkope Collective





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Had another photoshoot with Joe Traina.... This one was more fetish than the others. and it includes gumballs.

a little preview:



I will post more pics tomorrow most likely. This blog is long enough for now. hehe

oh and i am soooo in LOVe with this song so i must share



xoxoxoxoxoxo