I'm having such a hard night tonight. I don't want to say some stupid shit here. But I've really had it. I'm so done with trying and pretending. I'm tired. I'm only typing this here as my only outlet. Friends and family are out of the equation. That is probably why I'm on here.
There are so many emotions rushing through me right now. But I know I'm done. I don't want to keep going. There's always that thought behind my head that pushes me and says it's going to work out. It's still there, but I'm just so afraid of how long that's going to last. I'm scared. I don't have many resources.
No I'm not looking for pity or attention. I'm honestly trying to express my feelings. So erratic right now. Just need support.
There are so many emotions rushing through me right now. But I know I'm done. I don't want to keep going. There's always that thought behind my head that pushes me and says it's going to work out. It's still there, but I'm just so afraid of how long that's going to last. I'm scared. I don't have many resources.
No I'm not looking for pity or attention. I'm honestly trying to express my feelings. So erratic right now. Just need support.
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I hope that helps!