Someone finally has internet in their house now! :]]
Everything is sort of coming together now. IKEA has taken a good chunk of my money and I really couldn't be happier. I'm getting into a routine with my house and the gym and actually being social. Things definitely feel different here and it feels like a good change. I got my job back yesterday! I'm starting back at the bottom, but I am going to fight my way back up the ladder and hopefully even farther.
My marriage is in a bit of a shambles, but even now, I'm okay with that. I'm learning how to do for myself, for the first time in ten years and I couldn't feel any better. It's unfortunate but I know how much of myself I've lost trying to live dictated by what other people think. I'm learning not to put so much thought into everything and just "go with the flow", I feel like this is going to be a good year for me and I can't wait to take advantage of it.
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EDIT: I want to be single and I'm angered that I'm not. That is all.
Everything is sort of coming together now. IKEA has taken a good chunk of my money and I really couldn't be happier. I'm getting into a routine with my house and the gym and actually being social. Things definitely feel different here and it feels like a good change. I got my job back yesterday! I'm starting back at the bottom, but I am going to fight my way back up the ladder and hopefully even farther.
My marriage is in a bit of a shambles, but even now, I'm okay with that. I'm learning how to do for myself, for the first time in ten years and I couldn't feel any better. It's unfortunate but I know how much of myself I've lost trying to live dictated by what other people think. I'm learning not to put so much thought into everything and just "go with the flow", I feel like this is going to be a good year for me and I can't wait to take advantage of it.
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EDIT: I want to be single and I'm angered that I'm not. That is all.