nickyfingas

It's been a long week. The weather has sucked bad, no real snow days. I guess that's part of driving a Jeep, nothing can really stop me from getting to work. I so wanted to drink and have naked time with my baby by the fire while the power was out.... Maybe we can do this tomorrow night and pretend! Well, I am at least...
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After being sick things are starting to feel normal again not just from be healthy but back to before my mom died. It's all because of my Baby, she is truly the most caring and loving person ever. She makes me feel so special all the time and it's never a chore, it's her. I need to makes sure she knows how special she is...
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Sick of being sick. It was almost that time of the year to say.... Damn, I didn't get sick this cold season! But I did! Missed a couple days of work but at least BellaLakai and I are both home sick. We got to spend some time together that we normally wouldn't spend. Although, commiserating while handing cough drops to each other is not necessarily...
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So, My daughter was here for a visit from Seattle and told me she wanted to move in with me and her stepmother. Man, the emotions this brought up. I'm so surprised that she would leave her friends and a great city to come to Lawton, OK and start all over but the worst part is realizing how unhappy she must be to do that....
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So finally after a couple of years my baby and I get to go away for a long weekend. I can't wait for tomorrow, 3 days with just the two of us. A great hotel, the zoo, a club and dinner and a show and time too relax...... I keep telling myself to be in the moment the whole time and enjoy every minute we...
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Well,
I've been gone a while and so glad to be back! I have missed seeing the beautiful SG and members!

Nick

I this is so stereotypical but it's still funny!

WOMAN'S POEM

Before I lay me down to sleep,
I pray for a man, who's not a creep,
One who's handsome, smart and strong.
One who loves to listen long,
One who thinks before he speaks,
One who'll call, not wait for weeks.
I pray he's gainfully employed,
When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed....
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To laugh is to risk appearing the fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out to others is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self.
To place your ideas, your dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To live is to risk dying.
To...
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