It got rejected 
... yeah my neighbours group.
Obviously Im devasted. I needed to go somewhere to discuss Susans marvelous recovery today. But nope, I have nowhere to go.
I think maybe its because I'm not active enough. I know I'm not active enough because I feel like theres nowhere where my voice might actually be heard amongst everyone else.
Dammit
I want a neighbours...
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... yeah my neighbours group.
Obviously Im devasted. I needed to go somewhere to discuss Susans marvelous recovery today. But nope, I have nowhere to go.
I think maybe its because I'm not active enough. I know I'm not active enough because I feel like theres nowhere where my voice might actually be heard amongst everyone else.
Dammit
I want a neighbours...
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Ive got really bad cramp in one of my calf muscles. I've had it for days now. I wish someone would rub my leg haha. At work we got a booking from a woman who wanted an admin assistant... who'd rub her legs when she needed it. That was freaky.
So this week sucked as usual. I couldnt go into work on Thursday and I...
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So this week sucked as usual. I couldnt go into work on Thursday and I...
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seamus1979:
heya
just saying hi as i added you to my profile
just saying hi as i added you to my profile
threelions:
It takes a big man to cry, but it takes a bigger man to laugh at that man.
New years I ended up at my boyfriends house, after I thought I wasnt going to see him. Just had a quiet night in with a bottle of wine and last weeks episode of Lost.
Woke up with a killer head-ache, Ian had to drop me off at work. Blah.
I went back to work again today, and ALL of the consultants had called in...
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Woke up with a killer head-ache, Ian had to drop me off at work. Blah.
I went back to work again today, and ALL of the consultants had called in...
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mooj:
lazy bastards!I had to go to work on the Monday even though I'd lost my voice and kept coughing up germs on all the "poor" customers mwuhahaha! 
seamus1979:
hey thanks for the welcome
so hows you?
your msn is very vague!
so hows you?
your msn is very vague!
... or not.
my night ended up being a bit of an anti-climax. Its too cold to be out anyways.
I really dont know whats going on tomorrow. Ian told me from the start that he wouldnt see me as he has to work the next day. People seem to have random house parties to go to of people I dont know, and then Lisa...
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my night ended up being a bit of an anti-climax. Its too cold to be out anyways.
I really dont know whats going on tomorrow. Ian told me from the start that he wouldnt see me as he has to work the next day. People seem to have random house parties to go to of people I dont know, and then Lisa...
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saffa:
i know what you mean about newyears at home 
hope you find something to do
hope you find something to do
eldiablo1977:
did you manage to get out on new years eve?
i didn't, got let down at the 11th hour and ended up sat in my flat on my own, shouting at the fireworks to shut up, like a maniac
i don't mind though, it's overrated anyway
hope yours was fun
i didn't, got let down at the 11th hour and ended up sat in my flat on my own, shouting at the fireworks to shut up, like a maniac
i don't mind though, it's overrated anyway
hope yours was fun
Today work sucked. I turned up and found out that Karen, one of the recruitment consultants had called in sick. So seeing as the other two consultants have taken holiday until after New Year, that just left me.... and a guy, Stuart, who is just doing a bit of payroll but answers a few of my calls.
So Ive worked about 15 days there and...
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So Ive worked about 15 days there and...
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Merry Chrimbo everyone.
I havent had such a good christmas. I went over to Ians on Friday for the night, then we went to Watford to do the last of our Christmas shopping on Saturday. I started feeling really weak and tired, and I got really ill. I was sick a lot. Ian kept having to pull over the car so I could be sick,...
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I havent had such a good christmas. I went over to Ians on Friday for the night, then we went to Watford to do the last of our Christmas shopping on Saturday. I started feeling really weak and tired, and I got really ill. I was sick a lot. Ian kept having to pull over the car so I could be sick,...
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vivere_pericolos:
Hey i am thinking about coming to UK between February-April..Know any events(live concerts) gonna take place then?
vivere_pericolos:
I am thinking about London i dont know if London is very far from you..
eek! I am not active enough.
Working full-time is really taking all the energy out of me. My room is turning into a pig-style and im eating too much I still dont like my job, but as my sister pointed out, its great experience, especially if I ever went into HR. But it sucks when days like last friday happen. I had to tell two...
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Working full-time is really taking all the energy out of me. My room is turning into a pig-style and im eating too much
I still dont like my job, but as my sister pointed out, its great experience, especially if I ever went into HR. But it sucks when days like last friday happen. I had to tell two... Read More
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gtwr:
Merry Christmas I hope you have a great day.
I hope you have a great day.
shaggyvixe:
Merry Christmas to you too....Get that camera and get me some new Nicola!!!! 
Thanks for the comments on my last entry. I realised that its not like I miss what we had or I miss having someone.
Last night I went out to the uni, and eyebrows was there (nicknamed by Dennis). He came over to me when I was on my own on several occassions persistantly asking for my phone number again (he had to delete it...
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Last night I went out to the uni, and eyebrows was there (nicknamed by Dennis). He came over to me when I was on my own on several occassions persistantly asking for my phone number again (he had to delete it...
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chesca:
Risk is what life is all about in the end isn't it! At worst if things don't work out you can know that you tried! Enjoy the cinema, do you know what you're gonna see? I can't wait to see Narnia... Although I'm supposed to be doing it as a family... Could be a traumatic experience!
gtwr:
I hope taking that risk with Ian pays out and you get back together again, this time in a much better state.
It's a shame about your new job. It's not good being in a job you don't like. You shouldn't have any problems getting a retail job this time of year to tie you over, but do you really want to be bothered by lots and lots of rude customers.
I hope you enjoyed the cinema. What movie did you go and see? I'm going to see Narnia today. Check my next journal for details.
Good luck with everyone
It's a shame about your new job. It's not good being in a job you don't like. You shouldn't have any problems getting a retail job this time of year to tie you over, but do you really want to be bothered by lots and lots of rude customers.
I hope you enjoyed the cinema. What movie did you go and see? I'm going to see Narnia today. Check my next journal for details.
Good luck with everyone
I cant sleep.
Theres too much going round in my head.
I woke up and started diy-ing, customising t-shirts. Then it got too cold to try them on so I ended up on here. Its really tempting to put some music on and start doing exercises (I want to lose another 8lbs). But I went to the gym yesterday, Ive barely eaten and I havent...
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Theres too much going round in my head.
I woke up and started diy-ing, customising t-shirts. Then it got too cold to try them on so I ended up on here. Its really tempting to put some music on and start doing exercises (I want to lose another 8lbs). But I went to the gym yesterday, Ive barely eaten and I havent...
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saffa:
good luck with your situation
its a tough one
my ex ex crush is over here from south africa and its weird seen her cause i dont want the feelings to come back cause i know ill never have her
its a tough one
my ex ex crush is over here from south africa and its weird seen her cause i dont want the feelings to come back cause i know ill never have her
hmmmm I have a bad headache!
This evening I should have been going to Alt night. I was going to give Ian the last of his stuff. But I missed the 8:15 bus as I was tarting myself up
Then my mother wouldnt give me a lift. Then the next bus at 9:45 never showed up. Pissed off would be an understatement!
So I came...
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This evening I should have been going to Alt night. I was going to give Ian the last of his stuff. But I missed the 8:15 bus as I was tarting myself up
Then my mother wouldnt give me a lift. Then the next bus at 9:45 never showed up. Pissed off would be an understatement!
So I came...
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gtwr:
I had having bad headaches. Occasionally I get then when driving and that is the worst.
Don't worry about Ian reading your comments (is he on SG?). He had plenty of chances to make up with you and treat you right, but he didn't so now you should get on with you life.
I hope you have felt better the past few days
As for getting into the SGUK, apply to get in by clicking on Join This Group and then you will be part of a vouch thread. These normally appear in the middle of the month. 2 people have to vouch for you. I will so try to persuade someone else who is in your friends groups and in SGUK to vouch for you.
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Don't worry about Ian reading your comments (is he on SG?). He had plenty of chances to make up with you and treat you right, but he didn't so now you should get on with you life.
I hope you have felt better the past few days
As for getting into the SGUK, apply to get in by clicking on Join This Group and then you will be part of a vouch thread. These normally appear in the middle of the month. 2 people have to vouch for you. I will so try to persuade someone else who is in your friends groups and in SGUK to vouch for you.
[Edited on Dec 03, 2005 7:41AM]
saffa:
if he done something wrong for you break up with him then he deserves the slagging off so dont feel bad
Ok I know I only just made an update, but heres another lol.
I completely forgot to correct myself from a couple of entries back.
I had spoken to Ian on thursday night. We both said we missed each other and he said he was going to phone to talk about things properly and see how I felt about meeting up. He said he'd call...
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I completely forgot to correct myself from a couple of entries back.
I had spoken to Ian on thursday night. We both said we missed each other and he said he was going to phone to talk about things properly and see how I felt about meeting up. He said he'd call...
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chesca:
It's pratical though! I try and tell myself that an archaeology and ancient history has required skills that are useful in lots of jobs... but I'm not convinced!
chesca:
I'm half convinced that the reason I'm considering teaching is that it reminds me of the times when you only worried about when the next holiday was! Oh yea and the pay ain't too bad!
Yesterday was a little odd. Not your average trip to the pub, then again I havent been in a while and Ive been leaving early too I guess.
I met up with Lisa and we went to the Blackbirds. It was open til 1 but Lisa had to leave at 12:15.
Lisa got a bit tipsy and kept trying to follow some emo guy with...
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I met up with Lisa and we went to the Blackbirds. It was open til 1 but Lisa had to leave at 12:15.
Lisa got a bit tipsy and kept trying to follow some emo guy with...
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liquid_crusader:
Sorry I made things worse earlier, I was soooooooooooo caned, that's all patchy for me, but at least I went some way to redeeming myself outside
Should've gone easy on the double spirits I think. I now remember why I've left them alone for so long
*slaps self*
Should've gone easy on the double spirits I think. I now remember why I've left them alone for so long
*slaps self*
chesca:
Drugs are baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad! I lost my best-mate coz she went a little nuts and started taking drugs. She hates my guts now, we haven't spoken for nearly two years now but she still gives me grief when I see her in a club... At least she's stopped with the hitting and trying to bottle me though! Sometimes I feel like I let her down, but then I was always kinda being used by her.. not really a proper friendship I'm not a very good judge of character sometimes!
Hope the rest of your weekend was cool
Hope the rest of your weekend was cool
How are you anyway?
Probably about lawsuits. Your new pic is adorable...Im gonna reload now.
Im kidding by the way.