Monday Sep 19, 2005

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I think I am on the brink of discovering why I was put here.
I think I have begun to finally tap into something that makes me feel powerful.
I think I may be at home for the 1st time in a long time.

I have endless talents and gifts to offer if only they will listen.
terrakotta:
Um, I like having a soul, but thanks for offering miao!!
roxorup:
Stumbled upon your profile and noticed your username/ Social Distortion affinity. I love them too, they were my first concert in 1990, going to see them for the 5th time in NYC in October. Sorry to read about the cancer, best wishes.

Sunday Sep 18, 2005

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Spineless from the start, sucked into the part
circus comes to town, you play the lead clown
Please, please
spreading his disease, living by his story
Knees, knees
falling to your knees, suffer for his glory
You will

Time for lust, time for lie
time to kiss your life goodbye
Send me money, send me green
Heaven you will meet
Make a contribution
and you'll...
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Sunday Sep 18, 2005

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I look forward to the day when the world finally......


goes to hell in a hand basket.

Ive got front row fuckin seats.

Wednesday Sep 14, 2005

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Had chemo this AM. I can already kinda feel some effects of it a little. It was almost 80 here today and I had to nap for 5 hours with 2 blankets on the bed.

next week it gets pretty serious.

Ima ready.
terrakotta:
You're ready. If the chemo is kicking your ass, just think of what it's doing to the cancer.

It doesn't stand a chance.
sauda:
I'm thinking of you!!! I'm sending you my waves of energy. I've got enough for the both of us. smile kiss love

Monday Sep 12, 2005

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chemo postponed until Weds. AM. Tomorrow I get graft put in for the dialysis which starts next week.

gonna get put on a bunch of new drugs too while on chemo.

ths is fun.

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terrakotta:
You? Mean? I can't believe it. hahahahaha

Jesus wtf on the constant postponing. You must be getting frustrated.

ps: Ice-T called. he says he wants to shoot you so bad, his d*&k is hard. LOL
cain:
Mine go crazy when the refrigerator door opens....absolutely crazy.

Monday Sep 12, 2005

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Im gettin a little old and it feels kinda funny. Ok maybe not old, but tonight I felt that more so than any other time before.

I was talkin to one of my roomies and he had on some hip hop crap straight outta the ghetto...and after that the blasfemous cover of Behind Blue Eyes by that jag bag Fred Durst came on. My roomie,...
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kulmagrrl:
Hugs.
I'm thinking about you today. Hope it's not too horrible.

Sunday Sep 11, 2005

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Dunno what to say.

life.


glad I dont have any rounds for my 9.



life.
terrakotta:
Fuck-o I sent you a book and I don't want blood or any other bodily fluids on it, so could you try and hold off with the gunshots until I come retrieve it? thanks pal

move to Chicago. I was born and raised there and still have tons of friends there.
When I take over your body, I will be sure to move it to Chicago. Until then, I only have one friend there. But then again, I only have one friend in New Jersey too.

the city rules.
but it can't compete with Iowan corn? biggrin

dork LOL!

Thursday Sep 08, 2005

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question:

could I make it as a Suicideboy?

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kulmagrrl:
Well maybe "PC" was the poor choice of words, but I don't care whether it's Persian or Iranian, but I know some people who are from Iran care, so I though I'd ask. Like one of them might be the equivalent of saying "colored" which, while I hate being "PC," is just fucking bigotted.
terrakotta:
mmmmmm-wah! kiss


purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrmiao!!

Wednesday Sep 07, 2005

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Ok, Im gettin ready to go back into chemo and such next week, Monday I am sure as of now. Ive been gettin back into a lot of the music that drives me, I mean really drives me....you know the shit you may listen to that just fills your blood with rage and desire to just fuckin........be!

I wanna know what does it for...
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kulmagrrl:
sadly, right now... nothing. working on getting it back, though. do you use yahoo messenger? i'm going to bed right now, but can i add you for later?
terrakotta:
Master of Puppets
Disposable Heroes
Prison Sex
Happiness in Slavery
The Scratch by 7 Year Bitch
I Don't Like the Drugs but The Drugs Like Me
and
that song by Marilyn Manson that has the chorus, "I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you until somebody better comes along"

slut! kiss
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