goodmorning...
well today I go to the dr. to be told that the tumor in my brain is prolly getting bigger. Im pretty frustrated. It is already beginning to effect the vision in my left eye a tad. They are talking about starting chemo again the week of my b-day, which is the 28th of this month.
Im so pissed. I just got my hair to the point (again) to where I can slick it back with the old royal crown and now it will all prolly fall out again in a matter of a month or two.
Its raining here which is kinda nice, I like AM rain. Its 655 and I have not slept yet...was up most of the night distracting myself playing Madden 06 on my PS2....that and watching my roomie who is on probation for various things get stoned....the dumbass.
Anyone out there ever take the drug called Soma?
wow.
Its a muscle relaxant that all but floors you, works wonders for my pain.
Missed the reverend horton heat in town the other night...totally forgot about it, thought it was next week. Sure, the only time a decent show comes through this hell hole town and I miss it. I really wanted to go to Milwaukee to see social D. but I cant do long car rides very well anymore. Hell, I cant even drive; havent done that in almost 4 months...my car sits in my driveway and rots as I type.
On a happier note....I discovered a have a new crush on a certain SG. Name to follow later.....why do all the interesting ones live so far away? its not like I even just wanna jump her stuff and whatnots, shej ust seems so interesting and that so turns me on.....
you know, the mind...an attitude, gets me so hot and fuzzy....
Im out.
Free Leonard Peltier.
well today I go to the dr. to be told that the tumor in my brain is prolly getting bigger. Im pretty frustrated. It is already beginning to effect the vision in my left eye a tad. They are talking about starting chemo again the week of my b-day, which is the 28th of this month.
Im so pissed. I just got my hair to the point (again) to where I can slick it back with the old royal crown and now it will all prolly fall out again in a matter of a month or two.
Its raining here which is kinda nice, I like AM rain. Its 655 and I have not slept yet...was up most of the night distracting myself playing Madden 06 on my PS2....that and watching my roomie who is on probation for various things get stoned....the dumbass.
Anyone out there ever take the drug called Soma?
wow.
Its a muscle relaxant that all but floors you, works wonders for my pain.
Missed the reverend horton heat in town the other night...totally forgot about it, thought it was next week. Sure, the only time a decent show comes through this hell hole town and I miss it. I really wanted to go to Milwaukee to see social D. but I cant do long car rides very well anymore. Hell, I cant even drive; havent done that in almost 4 months...my car sits in my driveway and rots as I type.
On a happier note....I discovered a have a new crush on a certain SG. Name to follow later.....why do all the interesting ones live so far away? its not like I even just wanna jump her stuff and whatnots, shej ust seems so interesting and that so turns me on.....
you know, the mind...an attitude, gets me so hot and fuzzy....
Im out.
Free Leonard Peltier.
shots = buttery nipple, jager bomb, 2 green appples