I look forward to the day when the world finally......
goes to hell in a hand basket.
Ive got front row fuckin seats.
goes to hell in a hand basket.
Ive got front row fuckin seats.
Had chemo this AM. I can already kinda feel some effects of it a little. It was almost 80 here today and I had to nap for 5 hours with 2 blankets on the bed.
next week it gets pretty serious.
Ima ready.
next week it gets pretty serious.
Ima ready.
terrakotta:
You're ready. If the chemo is kicking your ass, just think of what it's doing to the cancer.
It doesn't stand a chance.
It doesn't stand a chance.
sauda:
I'm thinking of you!!! I'm sending you my waves of energy. I've got enough for the both of us. 
chemo postponed until Weds. AM. Tomorrow I get graft put in for the dialysis which starts next week.
gonna get put on a bunch of new drugs too while on chemo.
ths is fun.
gonna get put on a bunch of new drugs too while on chemo.
ths is fun.
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terrakotta:
You? Mean? I can't believe it. hahahahaha
Jesus wtf on the constant postponing. You must be getting frustrated.
ps: Ice-T called. he says he wants to shoot you so bad, his d*&k is hard. LOL
Jesus wtf on the constant postponing. You must be getting frustrated.
ps: Ice-T called. he says he wants to shoot you so bad, his d*&k is hard. LOL
cain:
Mine go crazy when the refrigerator door opens....absolutely crazy.
Im gettin a little old and it feels kinda funny. Ok maybe not old, but tonight I felt that more so than any other time before.
I was talkin to one of my roomies and he had on some hip hop crap straight outta the ghetto...and after that the blasfemous cover of Behind Blue Eyes by that jag bag Fred Durst came on. My roomie,...
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I was talkin to one of my roomies and he had on some hip hop crap straight outta the ghetto...and after that the blasfemous cover of Behind Blue Eyes by that jag bag Fred Durst came on. My roomie,...
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kulmagrrl:
Hugs.
I'm thinking about you today. Hope it's not too horrible.
I'm thinking about you today. Hope it's not too horrible.
Dunno what to say.
life.
glad I dont have any rounds for my 9.
life.
life.
glad I dont have any rounds for my 9.
life.
terrakotta:
Fuck-o I sent you a book and I don't want blood or any other bodily fluids on it, so could you try and hold off with the gunshots until I come retrieve it? thanks pal
move to Chicago. I was born and raised there and still have tons of friends there.
When I take over your body, I will be sure to move it to Chicago. Until then, I only have one friend there. But then again, I only have one friend in New Jersey too.
the city rules.
but it can't compete with Iowan corn?
dork LOL!
move to Chicago. I was born and raised there and still have tons of friends there.
When I take over your body, I will be sure to move it to Chicago. Until then, I only have one friend there. But then again, I only have one friend in New Jersey too.
the city rules.
but it can't compete with Iowan corn?
dork LOL!
question:
could I make it as a Suicideboy?
could I make it as a Suicideboy?
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kulmagrrl:
Well maybe "PC" was the poor choice of words, but I don't care whether it's Persian or Iranian, but I know some people who are from Iran care, so I though I'd ask. Like one of them might be the equivalent of saying "colored" which, while I hate being "PC," is just fucking bigotted.
terrakotta:
mmmmmm-wah!
purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
purrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
nicklesanddimes:
this and that.
Ok, Im gettin ready to go back into chemo and such next week, Monday I am sure as of now. Ive been gettin back into a lot of the music that drives me, I mean really drives me....you know the shit you may listen to that just fills your blood with rage and desire to just fuckin........be!
I wanna know what does it for...
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kulmagrrl:
sadly, right now... nothing. working on getting it back, though. do you use yahoo messenger? i'm going to bed right now, but can i add you for later?
terrakotta:
Master of Puppets
Disposable Heroes
Prison Sex
Happiness in Slavery
The Scratch by 7 Year Bitch
I Don't Like the Drugs but The Drugs Like Me
and
that song by Marilyn Manson that has the chorus, "I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you until somebody better comes along"
slut!
Disposable Heroes
Prison Sex
Happiness in Slavery
The Scratch by 7 Year Bitch
I Don't Like the Drugs but The Drugs Like Me
and
that song by Marilyn Manson that has the chorus, "I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you until somebody better comes along"
slut!
kulmagrrl:
oh my dog, that was a fast approval. why thank you. 
"and she offers me sleep.....under her black wings."
WORD.
WORD.
K.
I play guitar. I play drums. I play drums pretty damn good. I play guitar, eh, not too bad but Im a drummer at heart.
I am rooted in old thrash metal, even tho over the years I have really gotten into other forms of music, but hey, music is music its meant to be explored. BUT, I am rooted in the shit from...
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I play guitar. I play drums. I play drums pretty damn good. I play guitar, eh, not too bad but Im a drummer at heart.
I am rooted in old thrash metal, even tho over the years I have really gotten into other forms of music, but hey, music is music its meant to be explored. BUT, I am rooted in the shit from...
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lolita:
its good to hear your good taste in music! ITs too bad but these days if anyone says "I'm into metal" you have to wonder what they mean....
BTW a 64 T-Bird! shiiiiiiitttttt
BTW a 64 T-Bird! shiiiiiiitttttt
Ok, lemme elaborate on that last journal ramble:
Well, gonna do the chemo thing again here within the next couple weeks AND fuckin kidney dialysis. It all scares the hell outta me. Its either I try this, or die, no shit. My left kidney is wrecked and it needs help, so thats why I need dialysis. Ive done chemo before, yeah, it sucks, but Ill...
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Well, gonna do the chemo thing again here within the next couple weeks AND fuckin kidney dialysis. It all scares the hell outta me. Its either I try this, or die, no shit. My left kidney is wrecked and it needs help, so thats why I need dialysis. Ive done chemo before, yeah, it sucks, but Ill...
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terrakotta:
((hug)), and not the cheesy SG one people send to one another.