nickfear

I've lived in New York City, Philadelphia and Los Angeles so far. I've traveled up and down both East and West coastlines. Driven cross-country from LA to NYC. Lived in the ghetto and lived the penthouse. I'm 24 years old and my older friends always tell me how fuller life then most 40 year olds. But none of it makes me feel like I'm full.

I'm still hungry for whats out there; I'm back in school now finishing up my degree and its great. I'm still in the process of casting off my corprate appearance from the last 3 years. A lot more freedom right now, but its only temporary. Sometimes I don't know what to do with all this new found freedom. Should I grow my hair long and see if all this curly hair goes afro on me? Should I get more tattoos? Should I smoke more pot?

Though all those things aren't going to really getting me want I want. I want to find myself, I want to travel around the world and write strange little stories about every different odd place I go and each person I meet. There is so much left for me to do. I just don't think after living corprate for the last three years I can go back to a small office with bad lighting were I have to wear what is expected of me, and act and talk a certain way any time soon.

Well I'm glad no one reads this because they would never be able to make any since of it at all. Rambling over.