nibbler83

the weekend hasn't gone as well as i had hoped. work was a little rough. had to throw and unusual amount of people out of the bar, and it was a much drunker crowd than usual. the real shitty part of the weekend though is that my girlfriend and i broke up. we've had some rocky times lately, and there's been alot of stress on the relationship due to completely conflicting scheduels, and the inability to see eachother much at all. she also works two jobs, and goes to school full time, and in the build up of stress on her side, she's been really distant, and pretty much down right mean for several weeks. the break up was pretty much mutual, and we're going to stay friends, but that doesn't make it suck any less. and to just add salt to the wound, after i told my roomate that we split he told me that she had been talking to a photographer to shoot a suicide girl style set of herself for me. i think that made me more depressed than anything. not because i don't get the photos, but because that shows me how much she acctually thinks of me, and how much she's willing to do for me.