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Thanks guys for not being mad, I had a dumb moment is all.

I think I've figured out what I dislike the most about my job. It's not that it's hard because it's really easy-I'm just not busy enough mentally to enjoy it. My hands might be busy folding or putting back clothes but the most mentally challenging thing do is work the cash register. I mean, even on the busiest of days I can't stop thinking about things, and I overthink things, and I make myself angry or depressed, or anxious for no reason. I try and talk to my coworkers and some but there's only so much to be said. But on the other hand I have made some good friends. We've had so much dead time we know everything about each other by now.

Oh well, I applied at a bank thursday, I hope something works out!